Unexpected [H.S.]

Chapter Twenty Three - Little Voice

"Ha-arry" she says a little louder, so I look at her. All the anger that I felt minutes ago completely vanished and was replaced with guilt. "Oh god Anna I'm so sorry" I can't stop the tears from coming now, now that we're are alone. "Please forgive me" she points to my pocket "I don't have a gun-" she shakes her head no "my phone?" I hand it to her and she starts typing.

Why is the hospital on lockdown?

"Because I need to make sure they are taking are of you"

How could you bring Dylan as his men here? You know what he did to me

A little bit of that anger is coming back know "because I did, don't question me" I warn her.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to.

"Why did you want to see me?" I ask. It's my turn to ask questions

I wanted to see you, you looked sad

That's all it took, I went to the door locked it, and put a chair against it. For good measure. "MAYBE I LOOKED SAD BECAUSE I'M STUCK IN THIS FUCKING HOSPITAL BABYSITTING YOU'RE ASS BECAUSE YOU CAN'T TAKE A LITTLE PAIN!!" I go over to her and grab her jaw. "and if you didn't run away in the first place you wouldn't be here at all" I growl, close to her face. The only noise in the room is the fast beeping of Anna's heart monitor "scared sweetheart?" I kiss her "good" my fist makes contact with her face, once, twice, three times before the door gets kick in and I get dragged out by Zayn and Ezra.

You know that feeling when you get so mad that, when you calm down, you can't remember what happened? Well welcome to my world right know. All I remember is being dragged and locked into a closet "FUCKING GET ME OUT! NOW!!" I scream, but no one comes. Whoever did this is gonna- I look down at my hands and they are covered in blood. "What?" Who did I- Anna. The memory of what happened comes flooding in. I hurt her.... Again. She's already in the hospital and I make this worse by beating her face to a bloody pulp. I close my eyes and lean my head against the door. Maybe Liam is right, I am fucking loosing my mind. I sit here and cry, then when I get to see her I punch her in the face. Yeah because that's ok. All the things I tell Anna, but I've never said how much she really means to me. She's saved my life more times than I can count and all I do is hurt her, over and over again.

(Louis' POV)

When that door locked I knew it wasn't going to be good. It took too long to break it down, by the time we got in there Anna was already bloody. I rush in to check on her while Ezra and Zayn grab Harry "Anna!" She choking by the time I get to her "shsh it's ok... Someone get the doctor!" Oh lord I knew we should have listened to Ezra, but no I had to be a bloody idiot! "What happened?" Doctor Claire rushes to Anna's side "he got to her again, she wanted to see him" she sticks a needle in Anna's arm and grabs a towel "what was that?" I ask "that is a drug similar to morphine, it will take some of the pain away and make her sleep" I nod and take a deep breath as the heart monitor starts to calm down. Ezra and Zayn come back moments later, Ezra goes by her side and kneels down on the floor "why didn't you listen to me love?" He whispers to her, after he kisses her head.

Once everyone calms down my mind starts to wander. Where are Liam and Niall? Where did Ezra and Zayn take Harry? More importantly, what did they do to him? And where the hell is Dylan?! "Zayn?" He looks at me but doesn't say anything "what's going in out there?" He shakes his head like its a disaster "Liam and Niall are home trying to wake up Ben, a nurse went nuts and Dylan is taking care of that, and Harry is locked in a closet" well I was right... disaster. "In a closet, which one?" He smirks "your not letting him out" I roll my eyes "no shit, I just want to check on him" "it's the one by the nurse' station" there is no way I'm letting hi out, but I do owe him enough to at least check on him and give him some food and drink. Sure enough right next to the nurse' station is a door with a chair propped up against it. Moving the chair I realize how quiet he is in there "Mate it's just me-" when I enter the room and see the sight before me it makes me fall to my knees. "HELP!!"

(Harry's POV)

Its pointless to keep living, everyone is against me... my own men are turning against me. Anna she-    hates me. as soon as she gets out of here I know she'll try to leave me again, I can't let that happen. She can't leave me. "NO!" I pick up a bucket and throw it across the room, making water go everywhere. If I'm not hapy then she can't me either, she's mine. I just have to make her realize it, make her fall in love with me all over, make her see that I only punish her because she needs to be perfect. Because she needs to learn how to stop being a fucking whore. The image of Ezra and her in bed cloud my mind. Why am I not good enough for her? So I knocked her around a couple times before that, but I gave her so much more. I basically made her entire universe... and she treats me like this "Locked in a BLOODY CLOSET!!!" 'you did this to yourself' a little voice says in the back of my head 'if you didnt hit her you would still be in her good graces, she felt sorry for you' I rub my head trying to make the voice go away 'everyone would be happier if you weren't alive' "That's not true" 'yes it is and you know it... just end it' I can't, I can't leave Anna. I won't leave her. Before I know it I have my knife in my hands 'end all the suffering, you can do it' the cold metal digging into my wrists is a welcomed feeling. I look as the blood glides down my hand 'cut deeper, one more cut' Happily, I slit my other wrist and watch as my world goes fuzzy.

(Third Person POV)

"Harry, Harry. Stay with us MR. Styles" "Edwards keep applying pressure to the area while I grab more supplies" The cuts are so deep you can almost see through to the bones. He looks so pale, so life less. His friends are in the room with him, pacing back and forth "can you hand me another towel?" I ask the man I met yesterday "here, do you need me to do anything else?" "yeah get me that I.V. Tubing he needs a blood tranfusion... I don't know whats taking Doctor Claire so long" he hands me the tubing and I grab a bag of blood and start setting it up "thank you Perrie" I look up and smile.