20191007 - reposted from main

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Maybe this fall ended the hot summer  The grounds slushy wet with rain and dew  All the trees slowly growing bare and bald  Maybe the roads are strewn with leaves  Each fallen in one of hue of the plethora  With a myriad of shades in itself

So are we...
Things are changing around
Yet we came to exist in one broad shade
With a huge range of specifics
That all contributed to who we are
And that itself varying between people
Ever changing even to an individual... The trees are losing their covers  We're grabbing ours  To endure everything that is to come

And we do it too...
When we lose a part of ourselves
At any point of time
We turn to anything for help
Unable to face the cold winter
Whilst being bare and bald
Indeed... we are no evergreen...
We aren't built to withstand it all, unchanging

You were just another leaf...
One that fell off a tree in a completely different forest
Alike got carried by the elements
To places with no resemblance  The night sky is cloudy  The occasional tear dripping down  From dark cloud on a dark sky, to the dark ground  Some bright solo eyes blink  A frequent twinkle  Uncoordinated but yet in harmony  Directing an Orchestra with the wave of a wand  Such imaginary waves  Gives those solo sky gems a new story  They form groups  They makes a picture  They tell a story

Yet somehow, the dots we were
Got connected by some imaginary streaks
And after that I stopped feeling
Like a lonely, discarded and unnecessary dot
And I felt like a part of something special
Moving on was forward and there was light
Not just at the end of the tunnel
But also from within  The autum day and night  The sun that rises must set  Even if you despise the dark  The sun that sets here is still rising elsewhere  The moon, with the sun's light  Tries to help substitute
Even though we're similar, we're far apart
There will be a time when this imaginary line will fade to dust
And the leaf you are, will become humus
But that light you've given
I'll carry on
I'll take it all and do as you've done for me "저 수많은 별을 맞기 위해 난 떨어졌던가"
"You've shown me I have reasons,
I should love myself"
~Zeta

OCT 7 2019

I wrote this on my main with all that I felt... I still feel it... same warmth...

It was the realization that was my first mark of healing...

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