Just Like you (L.T. love story)

Chapter 18

Jessica's POV

Today is the day that all the boys leave for tour, right now we are in the car on the way to the airport. i have my head laying on louis arm while he plays with my hair. so incase you want to know me and Louis have still acted like a couple for the last week like we promised each other. this whole week was me and Louis loving each other goodbye.

i felt water fall on my hand and i look down noticing im crying like a baby, i look up seeing Avery doing the same and the boys looking like they were on the verge of tears. my heart is racing as Louis leans his head toward mine and kisses my tears away

"I'll never let you go, Jessica" he whispered looking in my eyes, a smile reaches my eyes when i remember louis promising he will never let me go the first night he came back. i felt heat in my cheeks and eagerly pulled louis in a kiss. he kissed back with just as much emotion. when we break apart i hear sniffling.

Harry and zayn were crying from watching us, Liam and Avery were kissing and crying, my heart broke at that sight. i looked at Niall and seen him just staring out the window, my heart races when i look at his pink lips and his godly face. when he sees im staring he gives me a small smile and a wink the others couldn't see. why does this man also have to super fine? i need to stop dreaming about this boy when louis is next to me. why do i feel like this when he looks at me?

when we make it to the airport, me and Avery had to say our goodbye. with tears running down my face i jump on louis and give him a salty kiss from our tears.

"do we get hugs too?" Zayn asked and the others nodded. i chuckle and hop off of louis and walk to zayn

"of course you get a hug, i love you" i said through tears and wrap my arms around his neck, his around my waist. 

"im pregnant.... don't tell louis, the others know. i'll text you the details later" i said whispering in his ear. i pull away seeing his eyes wide and sad and walk over to harry

"i love you so much harry, you are my bestfriend and i enjoy having chats with you, im going to miss those \" i say through tears. he smiles and hug me

"you say it like you are going away" hearing those words pained me and i felt my heart drop 

"i am, i have a secret i have to tell you later, call me " i whisper

"no you can't just leave forever" harry denies in my ear looking confused and hurt

"let me explain later "i whisper back kissing his cheek. all these goodbyes are messing with me, i literally can hardly drag myself to liam without falling. i grip onto his neck and cry

"don't hurt Avery, i promise she will stay with you" 

"just take care of her while i'm gone " Liam says playing with my hair

"i just want to thank you for all the happiness you brought to the band, or should i say your family" Liam said smiling, i smile back and hug him once more before he walks to Avery and kisses her. Lastly Niall looking at him just watching me walk up to him i could feel my heart pounding in my head, i know weird right that's how it sounded though. Before i knew i was running toward Niall and leaped on him wrapping my hands around his neck. he caught me by the waist with no struggle and picked me up off the ground. in this moment all i could think about was Niall and his arms around me and how perfect everything felt. i didn't think about Louis sitting right behind me. All i wanted was to stay in this Irish mans arms all day. reluctantly i let go 

" im going to miss you telling me everything im doing wrong, and poking your back, and eating all the food in the house" through tears i reached up and kissed the corner of his mouth lingering there for a moment. i back up and notice Niall's eyes were still closed savoring our moment. i grip his hand one last time and walk over to louis giving him last kiss before their flight was called

"i guess we have to go, i l-.... i will miss you Jessica" louis says grabbing me in for one more kiss before letting me go and walking away with the boys, before i turned toward Avery i seen Niall turn around and mouth 'I love you' or i think he said that. im not sure im not very good at mouth reading. turning around i hugged Avery and we cried for a couple minutes before getting up and heading to our now empty home where many memories were made