Is this love?

Crush

Golden maknae POV

"Jungkook.. Promise me you won't tell anyone. I honestly don't know why I did this. I should've gone to my room but I came here. Honestly I am the only one who makes such a big deal out of this. So many people have siblings who live away from them. And I am being selfish. He is pursuing his career. Many people's parents have even died and here I am crying about my life when I have everything I could ask for.. " Tae rambled after Jisoo hung up.

"Taehyung.. Listen.. It's not a small thing you are going through. I know how much your brother means to you okay? And having parents who don't talk at all is not a small thing. It's worse than having parents who are divorced. I know your parents are together only because your dad doesn't want divorce but at this point it would be best for your family. And it's okay to cry in front of me. To be honest I am more of a mess than you."

He gave me a sad smile.

"I talked to my mom about this. She said that she is doing this for me. She thinks that I shouldn't be cut off from my father because they both are not on good terms. She says that the financial situation will be better with him around so that I can go for higher studies."

"I get it but at this point even you are better off if they get a divorce. They will understand this eventually. Just hold on ok? I am here for you and so are all our friends. Christmas is in a few months then hyung will visit. You will be fine."

"Thanks for that."

A comfortable silence followed. Suddenly my mom barged into my room.

"Kookie I made more cookies." She said and laughed at her own pun.

"Oh Tae is here too. Have some cookies that are actually sweet unlike this one." She said pointing to me cackling.

Bruh. Why me? At least Tae giggled and took some cookies.

My mom left. I put my head on his shoulder and we proceeded to eat for a while and he took his phone out to watch YouTube and distract himself. I hope he feels better. I really do love him.

Tae POV:

I am excited.. We are on our way to meet at Rose's house for pizzaaa. Sometimes I think pizza is so beautiful that I should write a song about it. The cheese.. The toppings.. It's beautiful...

"Taaeee."

My pizza dreams were interrupted by Kookie who was in the car with me.

"Whaaat? "

"I am bored."

"I am single. Some problems can't be solved. Get used to it."

"Why are you my friend and also you have Jimin don't you?"

"No he left me for a girl remember. I got dumped. That too by Jimin."

"Stop being dramatic."

"The point is I am single but no one likes me."

"Are you kidding me? You do know that there is that one girl in our class who likes you right?"

"Jimin is not a girl."

"Not Jimin you pabo.. That silent girl. I noticed she looks at you and blushes all the time. I don't remember her name."

"Huh? Who?"

"You know the girl who asked you to explain that math sum to her once... Oh yeah she sent you a request on Instagram right?"

"Ohhh you mean Tzuyu? Don't be ridiculous we are just friends."

"Dude. Everyone except you knows that she likes you."

"What are you talking about? Just because she keeps asking me math doubts doesn't mean she likes me."