The Shy Kid(BoyxBoy)

Boyfriends

Mew

I'm smiling constantly after coming from our date. I can't believe he actually liked the whole arrangement. I'm so fucking happy right now. He was sooo happy that I could feel it in his face. I love it when he smiles heartily. I was totally socked when he suddenly hugged me. I couldn't stop myself from hugging him back.

We are almost equal in heights. Although he is just a little taller than me, he can be like a baby in my arms. I suddenly have a urge to protect him from everything. He is soo innocent that he doesn't notice how many boys and girls both check him out. I almost get angry everytime when that happens.

When I distanced myself from him for a week, I followed him secretly everywhere. Ofcourse he didn't notice me neither did his friends. It was a torture to me standing behind him but not able to touch him or protect him from all the stares. I couldn't believe back then he was missing me that badly. But everything happens for a reason. Atlast we are boyfriends. I can't wrap this thought in my head. Everyday I'm loving him more and more.

His lips are as soft as I imagined everytime. When I pressed my lips against him,it was so warm. I wanted to suck it until it got swollen. I think he must have sensed that I was going further. That's why he pulled away abruptly. I always thought he is so calm that he barely talks anything even with his friends. But I was wrong. He can talk nonstop with them. It's like he is a completly different person when he is with them.

I have never thought falling in love or having a boyfriend will bring such happiness in me. I thought I would never be fully myself again after that day. Remembering the day brings me so much pain that I even forget about myself like where am I or what am I doing!!!!

But since the day I have seen Gulf, I thought I would leave the sad thoughts and that particularly sorrowful memory behind me. My friends and family were so happy to see me acting differently. But then gulf dissappeared all of a sudden and I acted like before. My friends got worried about me and they finally asked me about it. When I told them about gulf, they couldn't help me because I didn't even know his name then.

But everything changed on that day When I saw him in the corridor. And today is the best day of my life. He agreed to be mine. I can't believe he said yes. I thought he won't be that comfortable. I already love him so much that I'm afraid of showing my love for him infront of everyone.

I want to claim him mine. I want people to know that Gulf kanawut is Mew suppasit's bf. He is mine. Gulf hasn't seen my possessiveness for my things. I think he might feel suffocated with me. I mean I want to give him everything he wants but also I want to keep him away from everyone's eyes.

After we got inside the campus we walked separately. I was far away behind him. When I entered my room, my friends were hungrily waiting for the information.

Mild: So how did it go?? Was everything went as planned??

Me: Well he is my boyfriend.

Man: Fuck!!! Seriously???

Me: Yeah!!!!!😆

Max: Congrats bro. We are happy for you. I mean after all these years you have truly found your happiness with him.

Mild: Never let him go with your silly acts okkk!!!

Me: Yeah!!!

Man: So!!! Did you do anything special?? U know what I mean.

Me: yeah!! We kissed and held hands.

Max: Good. So you are gonna forget about us because you'll be around him 24/7.

Me: No... We have to keep it a secret. Gulf hasn't come out yet. So.

Man: Why? What is he afraid of? Friends always support people no matter what and he seems to have good ones. Why don't he just tell them?