Tw!. Suicide Attempt
Andi's POV(andrew)
Mickayla came down and we all kept quiet, i could tell she felt uneasy due to all the attention, we all had our breakfast she hesitantly picked a banana and sat down.
Alex told her that she would be going cloth shopping with adrian amos and i. Ughh no this is so great,i said ironically in my head.
'I can't accept i don't want you to spend your money on me and feel as if i'm a burden you have to take care of' She said
couldn't she be grateful that we were doing this for her. What a bitch
'You're not a burden you are our sister and its our responsibility to take care of you and decide what's best for you.' Alex said so calmly
i could tell Alex was getting pissed, i mean of course. None of us had ever yelled at him like that.not even me
'Really then why didn't you even bother to even contact me or my mom, you have no clue what kind of shit i have gone through, and now you want to decide what's best for me,after fifteen years of my life is when you decided to appear, did it ever cross your minds that maybe i didn't even want to be fucking here!!!! "
What the hell was she talking about,I thought mom had said that they were fine,She always said that when she called.
but obviously this girl was just looking for attention, i mean, that's what she has been doing since she got here and that was only like YESTERDAY.
I could see my brothers hurt looks but i didn't really care much after all she was just an attention seeking whore.
Everyone stayed silent until Ace decided to break the silence.
"We should give her sometime, she's still trying to cop with mom's death after all."
I still couldn't believe that she got off just like that if that were me i would probably be getting fucking yelled at.
i was so pissed i got up and went to the door
"Andrew where are you going," Alex asked
"Out!" i said and with that i walked out of the door.
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Mickys POV
i woke up at around 3 o'clock. I wasn't really sure if i wanted to go out of my room
i went and sat at the couch, i started remembering all the good memories i had with my mom before HIM came to our lives. I started to remember about him and all the pain i went through because of him.
I couldn't stop a few tears from running down of my face and before i knew it they turned into a river of tears. After sometime i stopped crying and wiped the tears. i had promised myself not to be weak again yet there i was crying more than a baby. i walked into the bathroom in my room.
i saw a girl, her skin was pale her green and vibrant eyes were now dull, red, puffy and cold .She looked like she would collapse any moment because of how thin she was. That girl right there was me, i lifted my shirt and looked at my stomach in the mirror, i had blue purple and yellow bruises i slowly ran my figure as i let tears roll down my face i wasn't sure if they were because of the physical pain or the emotional and mental
i took my razor and sat on the toilet i removed my jeans and cut my thighs. i cleaned them up and put my jeans back on. I looked at myself once more and i wanted to vomit.
i finally decided that i was tired, i was tired of my life, i was tired of everything. I picked up my razer and i slid it near my pulse almost immediately blood started oozing from my wrists, i started feeling light headed. A smile was plastered on my face " i'm coming home mommy," i whispered to myself and then darkness consumed me
"Mickayla,Mickayla MICKAYLA!!OPEN THIS DAMN DOOR NOW!!!," i heard someone say faintly it was Ace i think but he was too late, i collapsed on the ground, this was it i was finally gonna be done with this shit life and all my pain
The lasting thing i heard was the door being broken, this was it, it was finally going to be over . and with that everything went dark .
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