Back together

Dinner

TW. eating disorder!!

i walked into the house with Ace it looked even bigger from the inside, i was so focused on looking around when i bumped into a hard thing and fell down. When i looked up  i saw this man he looked somehow like Ace but he looked a bit younger than him. he just glared at me as i got up.

"Sorry."i mumbled 

"watch where you're going' he hissed. "Andrew" Ace warned. "sorry" the other guy said but i knew he didn't mean it

I looked at him, he just rolled his eyes and walked away

"sorry about him, that's Andrew his just having a bad day." Ace said helping me up

Ace took me to my room and it was really beautiful but nothing felt like home, i'd pick my old house with my mom any day over this

"hey you ok? you've been rather silent." Ace said snapping me out of my thoughts. 

"yeah am fine, just been thinking somethings" i replied

"about what? "He asked

"Nothing important."

"Okay" he said but i knew he wanted to press further ."i know you're going through alot since your mom is passed away but always remember we're here for you. if you ever wanna talk my door's right open for you. "he said as he started leaving

"Hey Ace?" i called

"Yeah?"

"Thanks."

"For what?" he asked. 

"Everything "i said with a small smile

"Anytime Bambina. "he said as he left.

i got comfortable with Ace he seemed nice, but i had much more to worry about. i wasn't planning on staying long i wanted to be with my mom and that's exactly what would happen.

i was worried about whether or not they checked my medical records , after passing out in the middle of class , i went for a check up and they told me i was anorexic , mom didn't have the money for therapy, not that i wanted to go, so i made her believe i was fine even though i'd purge everything after every meal

i started unpacking my clothes and put them in the walk in closet . i was surprised to see a lot of clothes my size , the closet was so big , bigger than the room that my mom and i shared.

After i was done unpacking and everything looked perfect. 

i took out my favorite novel and started reading it, i zoned out in my thoughts, trying to think how i would leave this place, before i knew it it was already dark. i heard a knock on my door that caused me to jump a little.

"Come in." i said

"hey dinner will be ready in five, k?" Ace said as he stood by the door

"okay" i mumbled , i sighed normally i never had to eat since mom worked late so she never really paid attention

This was going to be hard

i slowly like seriously slowly went out of my room arguing with my self whether or not to go. but this was my first day here so i decided to go.

when i went down there were 5 of them and so i went and slowly sat on the empty chair. All eyes were on me. Great.

The one sitting across the table looked like he was the oldest his look was soo intimidating especially coz he was staring at me and it was freaking me out.

"So Mickayla, i know you don't know all of us so lets start with an introduction, so my name is Alex and am 27 years am the oldest and practically your guardian." he said.

"Hey am Ace am 24 the second oldest and am your favorite brother." he said as he winked at me

then mr jackass the one who fell me down introduced him self. " am Andrew am 19."he said with such an attitude . ok what is seriously wrong with this guy

"Hey am Adrian am 17"he said r 

"Hey am Amos am 17" the last one said.

"It's your turn now Mickayla." Ace said 

"I am Mickayla and am 15. thank you." i said 

The table fell quiet as i felt extremely left out, a woman looking like she was in her late 50s served me a small potion of pasta i mumbled a thank you as i stared at the plate, after convincing myself it was okay , i put food in my mouth. My anxiety spiked up as i bounced my leg up and down . after some minutes when i finally ate what Ace felt was enough i excused my self. 

As i walked up the stairs tears brimmed in my eyes, the small amount of food made me feel so heavy. i rushed into my bathroom and shoved my fingers down my throat letting all the pasta out, after i was sure it was all gone.... i got up and rinsed my hands and mouth and wiped away my tears.

i stared at my reflection..... i hated what i saw. but i was used to this , it was my everyday normal.

SO HEY GUYS, LONG TIME NO SEE HUH? WELL I CAN'T SLEEP SO I DECIDED TO DO ANOTHER CHAPTER I KNOW ITS SO CRAPPY. HOPE IT'S NOT THAT BAD. ANY WAY PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT ILYSM😘😘