The Only String Attached

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My di hated me?

She doubted me and Mahir?

She doubted my love?

And she killed herself to get me back into Mahir's life?

God no....why everything is happening like this with me?

All the images were playing in front of me....

Me and Bani di caring for each other,me and Mahir meeting,Mahir confessing his love to di,me leaving to London,depression,anxiety,panic attack.

Panic attack......

I couldn't breathe properly,my vision was getting blurred..I started sweating...I could feel my body getting cold and tensed.I slowly got up and placed the book in the desk.

I stumbled while coming back to bed..I couldn't see anything properly..I could only see Mahir sleeping peacefully.

I took the water jug to drink water..but it slipped from my hand and was in peices.

I saw Mahir getting up and coming towards me worriedly.

"Mah..Mahir..",was the last word I said and I passed out.

I saw I was in a hospital when I opened my eyes.

I'm in hospital?

Yeah,I had a panic attack last night..but Mahira?

"Bela",my dad came rushing to me.

"Bela how are you my child...what happened again",he asked hugging me.

"I'm fine dad...it's nothing,I was just not well I guess",I said massaging my head.

"You had a panic attack last night,did Mahir say something to you",he asked.

"No dad he dint..he was down with fever..where is he? Where is Mahira?"I asked feeling tensed.

"Relax Bela..Mahir is waiting outside and Mahira is with Vish and Yuvi at home,she is fine",he said.

"I need to go home dad,I need to see her and Mahir is also not well",I said.

"Calm down beta,Mahir is fine now,I will call him,talk to him OK",he said leaving.

"How are you feeling now dear?"the doctor asked me.

"I'm..I'm fine..just my head is feeling heavy",I replied.

"Do you remember when did you have your last panic attack?"she asked me.

"I dint get them in all these months and I stopped using my medications",I said.

"Oh Ok, don't worry.You are fine dear,I will give you a pill,have it once in a month.You are completely fine now...maybe you were in anxiety yesterday,is everything fine?"she asked.

"Ya everything is fine...I'm good.Can you please call my husband?"I asked.

"Yeah sure dear...your discharge papers are also ready,you can leave in an hour",she said leaving.

I took my tablet and the Mahir entered looking at me with worried face.

"Mahir...",I said and he came running to me,taking me in a bone crushing hug.

"Bela...I was so scared yesterday...but nothing will happen,you are fine...you are fine baby",he said clutching me tightly.

Baby!Baby!Baby!

Did he just called me baby?

"I'm fine Mahir...yesterday I was just stressed out..that's it..I'm fine now",I said holding him tightly.