Just Not good Enough

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Kills me to know
that I may never earn from you

a smile that reaches your eyes when you see me,

a face that brightens up when you meet me.

Breaks me when everytime you see me,
you look over my shoulder,
awaiting someone else

Someone that's not me,

Someone I can't be.

And so every week passes
a little slower than the last,

Earning a groan everytime I realise
I have to see you again
And act like a friend.

Don't get me wrong, I don't hate you.
I just hate myself a little because of you.

'Cause everytime I see your lips stretching into a smile,
I'm reminded that it's not for me,

may not ever be
.
And as I step back, break the connection,
I realise you're someone I can't flee
Someone I can't cut off completely
Because you're someone that's me 🕳️

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 08, 2020 ⏰

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