If I Leave, Will You Love Me? (JENLISA)

Another Pain

LISA POV

The story of my love, the journey is not as beautiful as other people story. When I started to be able to convince myself to give up on her, that's when things changed. She suddenly felt the same way, causing me to be swayed by my own feelings

Why is everything not easy for me?

"Go in.  Let's talk tomorrow" I said softly while putting a scarf around her neck.  Jennie shook her head. "Stay here, I don't want you to go." She said, her fingers holding my shirt so tight.

I came back to realize how deeply I had fallen for this girl. Her tears tear me apart, watching her crumble like before it brought my world crashing down.

What should I do?

"I'll be here in the morning. Go in, your mom is waiting for you"

"I'm afraid you won't come back here" she said then lowerer her face. I sighed then grabbed her body to take her into my arms again. I hugged Jennie tightly. "I'm not going anywhere. Let's meet in the morning and talk." I answered

After a while, Jennie finally nod and entered her house.

I drove my car to Jisoo's hotel, I think I need a quiet place to think. I can't meet Somi with such a messed up mind, I want to be with Jennie tonight but I know it's just gonna make me more and more confused. I have to at least calm down to decide what to do.

Of course I'm confused. I love Jennie very much. But I also made Somi put her hope on me, I didn't want to hurt her or Jennie

My phone rang, a message popped up on my screen. Somi's name, and then Jennie's name was on the screen. I sighed many times before daring to open it

From : Somsomi
Lisa, where are you? Come to my apartment, I need you

From : Nini ❤
Please, don't leave me

Wow, I really thankfull. Things are not on my side at all, I'm going crazy

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JENNIE POV

I wake up with heavy feeling in my chest. My eyes are so swollen and red from crying. I can still feel the pain of hearing Lisa decide to accept somi's love. Fear grows, I burried my face on my knee and my tears fell again

"I don't want to lose you" I said in a low voice.

Lisa promised to come today, but until now, when it was 10 a.m., she still hasn't shown up. I texted her and tried calling her but she ignored me. Is she not coming?

"Jennie, come have breakfast". My mom called me, I'm so lazy to get out of my room, I felt like if I stepped out that door, a lot of pain would come rushing at me like a knife. But if I stay in here my parents will suspect and start questioning everything. I don't want that to happen either

I lazily end up forcing myself out of the room. Everyone in this house wakes up late today for their own reasons, my mom and dad are up late because they go an event lastnight , while I wake up late because I don't want to wake up.

"What's wrong with your eyes? Did something happen?" My mom asked me worried as she approached me. I shook my head weakly, headed toward the refrigerator to get cold water to relieve my headache

"I watched a movie all night and cried because it was so sad, mom." I lied. My mother only nodded then continued preparing meals for us, while my father had just come out of the room neatly dressed, ready to go to work maybe.

My father didn't say anything, as usual, he didn't care about me at all until he didn't realize what I was feeling. Well, I don't care too, there's no solution even if everyone knows