Remembering The Sky (Làs Èspalas Series #1) (COMPLETED)

Chapter 27.

Nakauwi na kami, at bukas nalang daw itutuloy. Dumiretso na ako sa kwarto, at napahawak nalang sa ulo ko ng maramdaman ang pag luha nanaman. 

Napasabunot nalang ako sa buhok ko, ng maalala lahat ng dugo na nakita ko kahapon!

I-I tried to punched my chest to stop the pain there! But... It didn't s-stop,

It's getting w-worse! Why do I have to feel this again?! 

After crying so hard. After keeping the pain... I breath slowly, to keep my control. I used to be like these, when my Grand Dad died. I can't control my anger, my emotions.

I keep losing myself. 

That's why I don't have a friend. Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit, nasa tabi ko parin si Lizy. 

I took a deep breath, and felt my sweat all over my body.

Tumayo ako ng dahan dahan at pumunta sa cr, at nilublub ulit ang katawan sa tubig. Even I have a clothes on, and then fell asleep.... again. Kung pwede lang matulog habang buhay.. ginawa kona.

Nagising ako sa liwanag na tumatama sa mata ko. Pagod kong dinilat ng dahan dahan ang mata ko, at tumayo. Ramdam ko ang sakit sa likod ko, dahil pangatlong araw ko ng nakakatulog sa bathtub. 

Nag bihis na ako ng tamang damit, at umupo sa gilid ng kama ko. 

While staring at the sunlight, I remembered what happened yesterday. I remembered.. how Shena walked out, while crying. And how Max holding my face gently, yesterday. Telling me... that he's sorry because his not there to protect me, confront me.

I remembered.. how his tears dripping down on his cheeks, while staring at me. And I see pain on his eyes, while staring at me. I remember too, that.. I kissed him on his forehead. Telling him that 'I'm okay'. I remembered all of that. 

A-And.. I will promise myself that I will never ever forget him, our moments that we spent together even I forget all these people b-but not h-him! 

After spacing out, I wiped my tears on my cheeks.... Bumaba narin ako, dahil baka hinihintay na ako ni Kuya. At hindi nga ako nagkamali, I saw him standing in front of our door. He looked at me and smiled.

That smile again, I want to tell him 'that's enough, you don't have to pretend with your smile anymore' but I can't, I'm too tired to speak just to tell him that.

"Let's go?" Yaya niya, at tumango naman ako. Hindi kona kailangan mag tanong kung nasaan sila Mom and Dad, dahil alam kong nauna na sila. 

Kagaya lang ng kahapon, dun ulit kami pumunta sa 3rd floor. But this time, Max isn't here. It's just me, with my family and Shena and her auntie. She doesn't have a Mom.. at ngayon ko lang nalaman. 

"Hindi pa makuha ang result ng finger print, dahil nag halo ito. Ibig sabihin dalawang kamay ang humawak dito." Salita ni Atty. 

"Bakit yung finger print lang inaatupag niyo? Can you just find another evidence in that house?!" Inis kong sabi sakanya. 

"We're trying that." Sagot niya sakin. 

"Really? Eh parang sa finger print lang kayo umaasa eh." Sarcastic kong sabi. 

"Aries!" My whole body got froze, when I heard my Dad shout on me. Napangisi nalang ako. For the first time, I heard my Dad shout on me. 

"So.. I'm gonna ask a question again. Dahil may mga katanungan pang hindi nasasagot." Rinig kong sabi ng Atty. Kaya napaangat ang tingin ko sakanya, at nag tama naman ang mga mata namin. 

"For you Ms.Monteverde." Dagdag niya pa, na kinakaba ko.

"What mades you follow your Mom there?" Natigilan ako sa tanong niya, at napatingin kay Shena.. na nag aabang ng sagot ko. At napalingon naman ako sa gawi nila Mom, na halatang nag aabang din ng sagot ko.