The Only String Attached

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That night we made love! It was only you and me,I saw love and longing in your eyes for me that day.

I gave my self to you and you turned me into a women from a girl.

We both were so happy with each other.We were so happy,we enjoyed each and every day from that day.

"Why did you leave me Bani? Why are you reminding me all those memories now"? I sighed rubbing my temples.

She was right! We were happy from that day. I moved on from that pain and was living my life happily with Bani.

I used to make excuses at the office to come back home soon. We used to watch movies,date nights, long drives,outings,our little make out sessions, our love making nights.

"We were happy",I said wiping my tears.

I continued reading.

But as they say,happiness never lasts longer!

We lost Sumi aunty, that was a shock for all of us. You were broken. You needed me.

I tried to contact Bela,I knew you wanted her too.

I knew it Mahir! You could not leave her.

You were trying to contact her,I saw you once talking to Vish about it. But you still acted like you dint care.

But I guess you loved her Mahir. But the difference was you loved me more. Your love for her just got diluted with my love.

You loved her! Otherwise you wouldn't tried this harder to reach her out. You wouldn't lie to me.

You were completely broken after Sumi ma's despise.I need to fix you back. I dint knew how to?

My love was not enough for you to be normal again. You needed her also.

I confirmed it. But I still dint knew why Bela left us. Weather she loved you or not?

I was scared to get her topic in front of you again. I don't want to fight with you because of her.

I was just caring about you and me. I dint care about her anymore. Even I felt like you that she is the reason we are not happy today.

We fought because of her,I dint want her in between us anymore.

I was being selfish at that time Mahir!

I was selfish? Maybe I was jealous.

Because I couldn't see you with any other women other than me. I just wanted you to all myself.

I stopped worrying about Bela from that time.

She was the reason for your anger,I saw the angry Mahir more than the Mahir I loved after our marriage.

She was your best friend, she left, and you were pissed about it.

But you were venting out that anger in our relationship. I couldn't sense that because even I was weeping for her.

I just lost it when you fought with me for her. I couldn't bear that pain.I decided to put you and me away from Bela's topic from that day.

I dint try again to contact her nor I asked my dad.

I dint knew how to make you normal from that pain you were going through after loosing your mother.

But God helped me in it again.