Jeongin POV
It was late afternoon, and the sun was starting to set. The colors were beautiful, the flowers were starting to close because of the shadows that were starting to surround them, and the sky was turning into a big rainbow of colors...from blue to orange, to pink and purple...it was beautiful...that was the first time i saw you...
I was 17 the first time that we met, we were in high school, and I used to see you in the library next to the building.
You were always with your friends, male and female. I was more of a...lonely child? I didnt really have many friends before I started to take dance lessons. I got really close with Felix and Seungmin, both of them are older than me.
We still hear each other's and we go out for some shopping most of the times.
I heard that both Felix and Seungmin got a boyfriend, and that they are in your friends group...are they cool? Felix only told me that his boyfriends is smaller than him, but that he is a lot stronger than him...they sound happy together, right?
I don't know why, and don't know how...but i fell in love with you...but you never saw it. Infact you got a girlfriend and I was the first one to see her...what that on purpose?
"Jeongin, darling, we arrived. Get your bags and help your father to put them in the new house" that was my mother...waking me up with her soft voice, I think she is the kindest human on the world.
I got out of the car, still half asleep, and took some of the bags and boxes from the back of the car. 'heavy...'
I took all my stuff in my new room, big and with a huge window, and a magnificent view from it. I used to live in Busan, but than I got to move to Seul, for my dad's work.
Even Felix and Seungmin moved here in Seul, and we will all go to the same school! I'm so exited!
Sometimes...i still miss you...but I need to move on. I found a nice guy on instagram...but he isn't like you. He's name is Jackson, we have been hanging out for like...a month now? But i dont like him, so I will dump him at the first occasion.
"*sigh* I really hate this..."
"INNIE, DARLING, COME DOWN WE WILL EAT SOON!!" And there comes my mother's voice calling me for dinner, all those thoughts made me just want to skip.
I got down the stairs and saw my father in a red and golden rope with blue flip flops and his hairy legs.
In the other side of the kitchen, my mom in a pink pyjama with pink fluffy slippers.
"Honey, lay the table please. And Jeongin, darling, please take the bread out of the oven."
"K mommy" I got there and took it out, but when closing the oven i burnt my wrist...I'm so dumb.
"Ouch"
"Darling!! Are you ok?"
"Jeongin is everything all right?"
"Y-yes father...yes mother...I-I...am just a little bit tired...nothing else...really"
Tired? What am I even thinking...it's just that I'm thinking about my ex boyfriend that was pretending to be with me but it was all for a stupid dare!
I looked at my arm, to see if the burnt was really bad or no...and I saw it...I had forgotten about that...that stupid tattoo that we took together.
You already cancelled it right?
It's been 2 years from than...and yea, I still have a stupid 'couple tattoo' that looks like the Yin Yang sign (but just the white part 'Yang').
Sometimes I feel stupid for taking a tattoo just for you...but I dont want to take it off of my body...
After dinner
We finished to eat and I greeted my parent for the delicious food and went up in my room...'I'm exhausted'
I threw my self on the bed and picked up my phone to look at my Instagram if there was some new stuff.
After some minutes of scrolling up and down the pages I saw a picture...a tall handsome guy....'oh god...it's really...Hyunjin?'
I felt like tears were starting to come in my eyes, but I held them back...for a moment...
The place where the pictures was taken was...Seoul?! Here?! So he lives here now?! I thought he was still in Busan...!!
'Should I like his post? Should I follow him?...and if he recognizes me?'
( lil.jeong started to follow you )
