miracle | kim yugyeom

1.1

"yeah, he's a really sweet dude."

"why don't you guys, you know, date?"

"well i don't know if he has a dating ban, and i don't know i don't wanna bring my baggage with me you know?" she sounded sad and worried.

"well just an fyi, the ban ended two years ago. but about the baggage thing, i totally get it, but don't worry. you've seen how yugyeom is, he's a good guy trust me."

i could hear the hesitation in her voice, "yeah i know believe me. i just feel like maybe it's too early for now. i'm not exactly the best at relationships."

i realized i had listened too far into the conversation and decided to make myself visible.

i opened the door and tried to make as much noise as i could to make it seem like i'd just arrived.

i walked to the living room and greeted them both, "how's it hanging?"

i settled myself next to kanpo and rested my arm around her shoulders.

suho gave her a look.

"we've just been catching up and stuff, you know." suho explained drinking from his mug.

"yeah, suho's been pretty entertaining actually." kanpo said giving me a reassuring smile.

"im the clown everyone needs." suho shrugged and chuckled.

KANPO'S POV

i realized from yesterday that maybe i was over reacting, i mean maybe he's just being nice.

there's no way he'd actually catch feelings for me.

suho got up and went to his room soon after yugyeom came back.

so now it was just me and yugyeom on the couch watching tv.

some random k drama was playing.

gyeom's arm was around my shoulders and my head was resting against his chest.

i pulled my eyes away from the tv and looked up at him.

he looked back down at me.

i took the opportunity to give him a quick kiss on the mouth and turned back to the tv.

i felt him chuckle lightly from the slight rumble in his chest.

he took his arm away from my shoulders, and swiftly took my face and kissed me longer, more passionately than i had to him.

i kissed back and dug my hands into his hair and tugged on it lightly causing him to moan into the kiss.

i pulled away for a moment, surprised. he looked at me embarrassed and laughed nervously.

"sorry, did i get carried away?"

i shook my head and smiled, "i never thought i'd get a reaction like that from someone."

"what kind of monsters are you dating?" he said it rhetorically but i couldn't help but think of my past relationships.

the three assholes who gave me trust issues, and baggage, the fear of familiarity, the fear of happiness.

different waves of emotion washed over me all at once.

i snapped out of my thoughts and looked at yugyeom's dark eyes.

i played with the hair on the back of his head and sighed, "if only you knew."

"do you wanna talk about it?" he put his hands on my thighs and rubbed his thumbs against my legs softly.

"not really, i'm not sure if i'm ready to." i replied as i moved my hands down to his neck, almost in a choking position.

"okay, just know i'll be here when you are." he pecked my mouth again and smiled at me.

i felt like crying all over again.

i don't know why, but it's like i never experienced how gentle a person could really be.

i traced my thumbs along the veins in his neck and then down to his collarbones.

i pulled his shirt down a little and started kissing and biting lightly.

somehow, surprisingly i could feel his heartbeat getting faster.

i smiled to myself and continued.

meanwhile he was running his hands up and down my legs.

when i was nearly done with the job he gasped and groaned a little.

i pulled away and looked at the hickey with pride.

i pulled his shirt up as to cover it and looked back at him again.

his cheeks were slightly flushed and his lips were parted.

i kissed him softly and climbed off his lap and laid my head on his shoulder.