From Zowie To Zuwaira

chapter eleven

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This chapter is dedicated to amrahkawu
I love you best friend

Zuwaira

It's official

It's official

I am officially still miss Marwan

What, you guys didn't really think I was going to marry that monster did you, well let me tell you what happened 4 days ago
Abbi and Ammi found out that the guy is bad news and decided to cancel the wedding,though Mama was sad at first but it was not destined to happen,so now my wedding has been cancelled with the monster and I am the happiest person on earth,I am thinking of playing video game with Zayad today since am free

"Ayreeeee yeeeereeeee"I heard someone yodel bringing me out of my fantasy

"Its official you are now Mrs Muhammad Rayan Mubarak" Yusrah said excited as she entered my room and gave me a bone crushing hug
Its official
Am now his wife
I have only seen him twice in my life and now I am going to spend forever with him.
Subuhanallah this is a night mare

People where already filling my room to congratulated me,my cousins,neighbours, Ammi's friends and their children have been keeping me a lot of company lately,but I really wanted to see Adda Safina,I haven't seen her since five years ago,I was hoping for her to come but she didn't when I saw her mum and she wasn't there I felt like crying but I couldn't ask where she is

Maybe she is also mad at me
Al'amin on the other hand is trying to get himself together,he doesn't talk a lot though but he is trying and I can't be more happier
He is actually finding it hard to get himself back on track and yesterday I saw him laughing in the kitchen about something khairat was saying,I guess they are getting along fine but I notice Zayad is kind of quite lately and I hope it has nothing to do with that

"Zuwaira go and perform two nafila " my aunty said entering the room and I did just that ,something tells me I won't last 3 months before I will get a divorce, I don't know how but I know I won't last in marriage,it's not my thing.💁

After I finished praying and Yusrah brought in the make up artist I didn't know why she is making me do this,does she think am just going to open my face for him

Later my aunties came to lecture me about rules of marriage and stuff like that,I didn't care so I wasn't really listening but when they got to the part of "he has rights over you" I internally shut my ears. When they where done my mums younger sister (anty halima) took me to my mums room
Okay now I know I have to listen,I will get emotional. We walked into the room and Anty halima told my mum am here and left us
I don't like this
She had a sad smile on her lips
"Are you going to just stand there looking at me" she asked patting the space beside her for me to sit
I sat down and we where quite different thoughts running on my head

"Ammi,I don't want to go"I pouted putting my head on her shoulder

" Zuwaira,you would go sooner or later"she said bringing my head up to look at her,they where tears in her eyes

"Ammi please don't cry" I pleaded as I felt my eyes being teary

"You would be fine" she smiled at me

"Ammi I can't do it,I am barely a good daughter and sister and now they want me to not only be a wife but also a mother" I said looking at her shaking my head