Jules' P.O.V
"So you're telling me that, that was a dream? Why does it seems so true and real" sabi ko sa kaniya, at nasabi ko kasi kay kris yung confession thingy or getting together thingy namin and he said that didn't happen
"Why? Do you want us to go back together? I have no problem with that. And its clear that you don't remember, but the moment you finished washing up you drop dead on the bed, so I had to blow dry your hair for you and i had to replaced your pillows because it was wet from your hair" sabi niya at napasapo na lang ako sa noo ko dahil sa sobrang disappointment ko sa sarili ko, I'm such a careless bitch, my gosh
"Well, its fine at least you got your rest, since we've been practicing all day and night for the past days, and idagdag mo pa yung paglalaro mo mag isa sa pool, you must be so tired kaya makatulog ka agad the moment na you close your eyes." Sabi niya at napa buntong hininga na lang ako at napailing iling
"Kumain ka na, mag rehearse na tayo mamaya, ipractice na yung lahat ng gagawin sa buong concert" sabi niya at tumango tango lang ako sa kaniya at kumain na.
"Mag palit ka muna ng damit bago tayo dumeretso sa rehearsal ah" sabi niya sa akin bigla at binigyan ko lang siya ng nagtatakang tingin
"Para lang mapreskohan ka, ang init init ng suot mo, kulay itim pa" sabi niya sa akin at tumango na lang ako kahit wala naman akong balak sundin siya, dahil mas gusto ko tong suot ko
"Ang dumi mong kumain" sabi niya at bigla niyang pinunasan ng tissue yung bibig ko and for some unkown reason ay nahiya ako, kaya agad akong tumingin sa ibang direksyon, feeling ko kasi namumula ako
"Ano ba naman yan kris, para naman Tanga eh, pwede namang ako na lang mag punas" sabi ko sa kaniya at tinawanan niya lang ako.
"Bakit kinikilig ka ba?" Natatawang banggit niya at sinamaan ko lang siya ng tingin pero tuloy pa rin siya sa pag tawa kaya kinurot ko siya at pinag patuloy ko na ang pagkain ko.
After we ate, we immediately went to the little stadium in here and started rehearsing. While kris is singing his solo, i realized a lot of things. This concert thingy brought us together, I mean who would've thought that, kris and I would be this close, when we argue every single time we see each other. And as I've said, I'm getting really really comfortable with him, honestly i feel more comfortable with him than my friends, I mean its weird that i feel comfortable with my ex, but it also feels calming when he's around me. And I'm kinda afraid that after this concert, after all this things, we might get back to the way we were before all this club thingy.
You know what I mean? Baka kasi pag katapos nitong concert, balik kami sa dating awayan or worse baka hindi na kami mag pansinan or baka hindi niya na ako pansinin, I can't blame him if he doesn't want to talk to me anymore after this concert, after all we have no relationship or whatsoever.
"Hey, bakit parang ang lalim ng iniisip mo?" Sabi bigla ni kris na nasa harap ko na pala, umiling lang ako sa kaniya at umupo siya sa tabi ko
"Tara let's take a nap for a minute" sabi niya sa akin at inaya na ako pabalik sa kwarto namin.
Habang nakahiga kami ay hindi mawala sa isipan ko yung mga pumasok sa isip ko kanina while kris is performing, I mean Its not impossible for that to happen, i don't know why he would do that to me if ever, the only thing I can think of is he feels disgusted or uncomfortable with me.
"Will you still talk to me after this concert thingy?" I asked him, not knowing if he's awake or asleep, then his hands grabbed my hands
"Is that what you've been thinking?" Tanong niya at tumango tango lang ako sa kaniya
"Well, you know, we might not talk to each other na after this concert" sabi ko lang aa kaniya at nagulat ako ng bigla niya akong hilahin palapit sa kaniya at niyakap niya ako
"Stop overthinking" sabi niya lang habang yakap ako and for some reason, a tear fell from my eyes
"I'm just scared na after this concert, mag end na din yung closeness natin" sabi ko at iniharap niya ako sa kanoya at nakita niya na naiyak ako, at niyakap niya ako at hinalikan ako sa noo
"It will not, and will never happen. There's no end to us, specially now" sabi niya at pinagpatuloy lang ang pag yakap sa akin hanggang sa parehas na kaming nakatulog.
"Kris, I'm just gonna swim" sabi ko sa kaniya while I'm changing my clothes
"Its 2:30 am" sabi niya at tumango tango lang ako sa kaniya and i went out and went to the pool.
This is like my healing area now, whenever I'm troubled I come here to just relax and think of nothing. But it seems like I'm still not over about the thing earlier.
"I told you, stop thinking about it" rinig kong sabi ni kris sa likod ko at nakita ko siya na lumusong sa tubig at lumangoy papunta sa akin
"I'm not thinking about it" sabi ko sa kaniya at nag smirk lang siya
"Then how do you know what I'm talking about?" Sabi niya at napahinga na lang ako ng malalim at lumapit siya sa akin at inakbayan ako
"Nothing's going to happen, we'll stay the way we are" sabi niya sa akin at sinandal ko lang ang ulo ko sa balikat niya at tumingin sa stars.
"Everything's gonna be okay, don't worry" sabi niya and i felt so calm after niyang sabihin yan.
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Sworn Enemy
Teen Fiction"I refused to be in the same room as him! I really hate him! look at him, look at how he breathes, just seeing him breathe makes me pissed"
