Makoto x Reader - I'm not worth it.

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I..couldn't believe it.

We're trapped..in a killing game?

H-How did I end up here?

I just..I just wanted to..go to school.. with my friends..with..HIM.

Even tho he could never fall in Love me. And I accepted that.

But now..

We could die any day..any minute..

I sight, as I was laying in bed.

"I shouldn't be so negative..that's not like me."

I stood up, ready to meet with the others in the cafeteria.

"Ah, (Y/N)!, there you are."

"Hello Makoto!"

I tried to push my negative thoughts away, I don't want him to worry.

"Greetings from me too!"

"Hello Sayaka.."

As everyone was talking, I sat down on a chair, silently watching both of them.

They're a cute couple I guess..

Even tho I have feeling for my childhood best friend, how could I hate her? She's such an angel..

But then kinda wish she were dead.

I shook my head.

I should be happy..for him.

The rest of the day wasn't exciting, even tho I'm scared almost all of the time.

Would someone really kill one of us?

I couldn't let go of those thoughts.

"Maybe Makoto can calm me down a bit.."

I went to his room.

*knock* *knock*

"Hello? It's me, (Y/N)."

"Come in!"

Oh god..this can't be..

"Why..is..?"

"Oh! I asked Makoto if we could switch rooms for tonight! But please don't tell anyone else."

I nodded.

I wonder..did he hear my heart shatter?

"Sorry that I interrupted.."

I said, trying to put on a smile.

"Wait! (Y/N), are you alright?"

"Y-Yeah! W-Why wouldn't I be?"

Suddenly he stood up, and took both of my hands.

"Are you sure? You know you can always talk to me.."

I looked over to Sayaka, who didn't exactly had a friendly look on her face.

So I pulled my hands away.

"I am..thanks for caring."

And left. Before he could see me cry.

Why?? Why can't these feelings just go away??

I wanted to scream. I wanted to tell him: "You're hurting me, please stop." Or "I'm not fine, even tho I am always the happy friend."

Because I was.

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