Mondo x Reader - Idea of me Pt.2

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Requested: LaiaDela

TW: Abusive relationship (mentally)

Gender: Neutral

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{Y/N}: Nothing changed.

And I was foolish for thinking anything would change.

But did I do something about it? Nope.

I.. Couldn't.

No, I could.. But.. There is something, something I can't describe.

{Mondo}: "Haha, yes, that's indeed funny."

{Y/N}: ....

Does he knows that I am here?
Every time I try talking to him, he talks over me.

Every time I want to show him something, he either ignores it, or.. Talks over me, starts talking about him.

It.. It hurts.

And I wanna say something, so so bad. But..

I'm scared.

I'm scared of being alone again.
I'm scared, that all of that I've done was for nothing.
I'm scared.. That no one will ever love me again..

So so scared, of so much.

I wanna cry. But I can't.

{Mondo}: ".. What no, of course I have time haha."

{Y/N}: .... ....

Can't you listen to me? One time?

You always say you're gonna change.

You always apologized, saying things will get better, YOU will do better and try.

But that's not the case.

.. And now I feel bad? Me..?.. Because I spoke against your actions?

{Mondo}: "Tomorrow at 8? Sounds perfect to me."

{Y/N}: "But, tomorrow we wanted to go eat-"

{Mondo}: ".. Of course I'll pay! No worries!"

{Y/N}: That's what I'm talking about..

It's okay..

I know at home I will get a

"Sorry, I forgot, we will get it next week, I promise."

I mean, he is sweet. He does things for me. 

"Are you okay?"

He..cares..

I felt tears forming in the corners of my eyes, but I tried really hard not to cry.

I really-.. I really tried..

I'm sorry.. I thought I was a good partner..

Because if I were, you wouldn't be acting like this, right?

I would be enough, right?

------------ [Mondo] - SMS Chat

{Mondo}: "Hey hun, everything alright with you?"

{Y/N}: "Yes, of course."
(No, you're hurting me, why don't you see it?"

{Mondo}: "Good, do you want some chocolate? Or anything else?"

{Y/N}: "Yes, chocolate would be nice, thank you."
(I hate chocolate, don't you remember?)

-------- One day later

{Y/N}: "Hey, I thought you would like that."

Sends pic

------- Three days later

{Y/N}: "Do you want to go out?"

------- One week later

{Y/N}: "Sorry, I know you didn't mean it like that."

{Mondo}: "OK."

{Y/N}: ":)"

I hate when he writes that, and he knows..

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{Y/N}: But what's the different if he breaks me, or anyone else?

I'm.. shattered anyway.

With him, i have at least a few happy memories, then I have alone.

I don't want to get used to someone else, and.. I love him. Still.

"You can think that you're in love, when you're really just in pain."

But hey, in the end it's all worth it, right?

..Right?

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