The Rain had stopped a week ago.
The water drained a day ago.
But the pain didnt fade.
It had gone with the flow.
Dusphoria -
Rain, thunder, hail, spiralling, lifes like a tornado.
Tears, cracking hearts, nails in my skin, what else you want me to say-tho?
I feel alone and sad? I'm starting to think my peers may-know.
I dont just keep to myself, I got no one telling me I ain't gotta lay-low.
I got no one texting me wondering how I am, that's why I feel A-LONE.
My mind about to explode, like a volcano.
Yeah. (Lemme finish the verse from tears for you)
I'm all alone on these rainy days, scared of the thunder.
Is there anyone out there that feels the same, I wonder.
Getting lost in my mind, not just a Samurai, ima Maze runner.
Maybe I'll die alone, I ain't getting any younger.
Wanna take away this pain, it's a bad habit.
It's this, or do what my mama does and do some mad acid.
But I cant do it... cant be her as much as I feel alone.
Sadness overcomes my soul, feel it in my bones.
The rain had stopped a week ago
The water had drained a day ago
The pain didn't fade
It didn't go with the flow
All morning all night
My mind has been in riot
I begin to count my sins
From all that time ago
The loneliness aside
My misery in denial
I can't pick up the phone anymore
I have no numbers to dial
I sit and wonder
What is left to come
Left with nothing
But the dust and some
I want to tell you im sad
I want to tell you im lonely
But how do I tell you
When you aren't here to hold me
Drown in in my misery
I think it is destiny
But to accept is to move on
And this is staying for eternity
I can't shove aside the thoughts
Of myself crying
I'm just hoping it doesnt reach
The point where I think of dying
I'm awake I'm alive
I'm filled with energy tonight
I walk over to the mirror
Knock and invite myself inside
Talking to myself
Never seemed to get old
But when I have nothing but myself
The truth seems to unfold
I'm hopeless, a disaster
The art of despair
My mind has mastered
I'm losing myself
My soul is hollowing out faster
Melancholy nights, all alone
Hopeless desires inhabiting my soul
Silent screams, out of control
What's left of my heart, is just a hole
The rain had stopped a week ago
The water had drained a day ago
The pain didn't fade
It didn't go with the flow
(This song is a part 2 to a song me and Martian wrote about, 1 year or 2 ago. That song was really appreciated so we decided to continue it.
Martian wrote the original chorus.
If you want to check out her work, you can fine more here
https://my.w.tt/NPJEGguAq7)
I will confidently say She is by far the best poet on wattpad. And the best poet I have ever read. I have had this personal opinion since 2016. And I have not changed my mind since. And no poet I have read has nearly impressed me as much as her.
And there are wonderful poets on this app. And in the world.
Love you unknown_martian
😁
