Yeah.
I feel, like im on death row.
I feel, like my soul is low.
But kiss me, before I close my eyes.
Love me, before I... die.
Finally can rest me head when I go to sleep.
They tell me I overthink to much, and I get too deep.
Pray to God, I hope it's not to late for me.
Pray to God, I hope you notice me.
Wow.
Hope my all my words have made a, difference.
My purpose... what is my purpose? That's grown distant.
I gotta stop, gotta stop reminiscin'.
That makes me wanna end my existence.
But when I'm weak, who do I call?
I pray to you, I tell you all.
But it's too late, these are my 24 hours, I'm on death row, its over.
This bullet with my name, and this song will give me closure.
Because I'm locking the demons away, and the guns going in the holster.
"Let's put a smile on that face" so I drew one on me, Took advice from the Joker.
They tell me I'll understand when I get... older.
But it's been years, and as I look at the map to happiness, I ain't no where closer.
Texted my girl, that she ain't need a tissue she got my, shoulder.
She ain't love me back, but that's ok. It just makes me, colder.
But I gotta where the mask, switch colors, cant loose my composure.
BUT I GOTTA KNOW GOD, What's the point of love, when all i feel is... hurt.
What's the point of pride, when I got no worth?
I'm tired of love, I'm tired of hate. I'm tired of earth.
Stuck in the mud, I feel like... dirt.
...
What's my... worth...
I just feel colder...
I just feel hurt...
I want it to be... over...
Me... crying.
"Look man, im freakin. I tried of it. I'm tired off this stupid cycle of pain. It's stupid. Its putting me in confusion. I done made my mistakes. I paid my dues. So LEAVE ME ALONE! I survived my hardships. Cmon bro, I'm done wit em. I ain't tryna do that. I aint... I'm tried bro... relax bro. Relax world just let me do my thing. Yall needa chill. ... cmon man... cmon... I feel som watching me man. Some ones watching. Somes out there."
