I've got a coffin for 2 my dear.
Makes no sense to stay here.
My mind has never been so clear.
Let's just leave, what you got to fear?
I'll be dead anyway come next year.
But because she loved me more than myself.
She told me no, and that I need to get help.
So miss the coffins I'm digging my grave.
They tell me to ride depressions wave.
But I'm riding it right into this hole.
God cant save me now, only my soul.
Some give, some take, she just broke my heart.
So now I live, I make music to put it together part by part.
Some say, I should dream more, they ain't like the real.
But when I dream I dream to big, and they say that's now how I should feel.
So I'm confused, I just don't care.
When I curse, you can say that I swear,
To be the real one, even if I'm surrounded by the fake.
Just cause my heart broken, dont mean that I will break.
I've got a coffin for 2 my dear.
Makes no sense to stay here.
My mind has never been so clear.
Let's just leave, what you got to fear?
I'll be dead anyway come next year.
Cmere, I gotta grave for me and you.
You broke my heart so you coming too.
You think cause I love you I'd let you off?
You a disease to this world, like you Rona. *cough cough*.
I'm alive on the outside, but I'm dead inside.
I've died, I've tried, I've cried, I hide my pride. I collide.
"LIFE IS SOMETHING YOU DECIDE!"
and that's why I decide, suicide.
But that's okay, just remember when I'm gone.
Yeah, just remember to smile and carry on.
Drownin in the thoughts in my head.
Drown in all these words I have said.
Just keep walking, carry on no matter the pain in your chest.
Bullet proof vest, doesnt stop my bullets in my mind that make me depressed.
I've got a coffin for 2 my dear.
Makes no sense to stay here.
My mind has never been so clear.
Let's just leave, what you got to fear?
I'll be dead anyway come next year.
...
How did I get here?
When did I become confused?
When did I loose mind?
When did I loose...you.
I use you as an excuse.
To sing to these blues...
Come identify, the body of proof.
Suicide thoughts among the youth.
But ain't nobody wanna tell em the truth...
pain will never go away.
