Yeah.
Looking at my side, I wish that she was right there.
But I dont need you to tell me that life don't fight fair.
Going to bed every day having a night mare.
Maybe when I die all you might care.
Someone wanna tell me how I'm living a dream, and a nightmare?
I got everything I've wanted but the girl, man her type rare.
I got so wrapped up in my rap, while your emotions were tangled.
I cant love you when I dont love myself, I'm mentally unstable.
I wanted you love, but we couldn't date, we couldn't carry that label.
Evem tho when you told me you ain't love me, it was fatal.
I cant lie to you, man it was hard, it was painful.
But Just to be friends and know you I am grateful.
Now we just play NF and sing together, how the turn tables. (Haha).
Just because I know what love is doesnt mean I'm able... (Facts).
Just because you older and you're crush lookin attractive,
Dont mean you in love. We call that young dumb passion.
And if it dont work out, let it die, let it rest in ahses.
You gotta know life ain't fight fair, whether you combative.
Trust me when I say that young love is stupid.
It can be a war for love, Listen to the legend Joyner lucas.
Just cause you find out she ain't the one dont mean your life is ruined.
That just means you fought the battle and you got wounded.
Dont mean you down and out, man we all are human.
Time doesnt heal us, it teaches us how to cope, so does music.
Looking at my side, I wish that she was right there.
But I dont need you to tell me that life dont fight fair.
Going to bed every day having a night mare.
Maybe when I die all you might care.
I know I'm not alone, I got a big family like a sparrow.
Gotta stop being pessimistic, it makes my view to narrow.
How you gonna tell her that you love her when you ain't even there tho?
You're bullets fly at me, but they ain't even bow and arrow.
Talk all this talk, I'm talking now, "I ain't even care so?"
They calling me a king, I guess I'm Pharaoh.
Calling me while I'm chillin, Killin my vibes.
Telling me you want me back, than come look me in my eyes.
But I know it is time for me to move on, so bye bye, After while Crocodile.
Ain't talk to you in a few days, but feels like it's been a happy ever after while.
Walk around the house, I still hear your voice.
I still miss you but I know I made the right choice.
Putting down the pen, calling up the boys.
I walked out on em for the rap, I left them destroyed.
I miss the old days, and that's a feeling I cant avoid.
Up late night rapping my parents telling me I'm making to much noise.
Writing during my classes at school, my teachers me where's my attention?
I ain't write no essays, I wrote songs, got me some detentions.
My mind in a whole nother world, in a different dimension.
Rocking Eden, The Weeknd, And XXXTENTACION.
Looking at my side, I wish that she was right there.
But I dont need you to tell me that life dont fight fair.
Going to bed every day having a night mare.
Maybe when I die all you might care.
