Poetry Station

Train Tracks

All these insecurities

Are finally taking over me

Being neglected is all I ever see

I'm really pathetic, aren't I?

I just want to disappear

With this cool breeze

Full of uncertainty

Will I finally be able to discover myself?

And seek my true destiny?

I wonder where this train will take me

If I took it until eternity

Will I finally be on my path?

And finally, escape this cruel world?

This life is getting too dizzy

How many more stops

Do I have to come across to be happy?

Is my goal near or far?

Will I be able to make it?

Train tracks are all I ever see

What would happen if I decided to jump?

Will my destiny turn dark?

Or will I be left in the dust?

I turn left and right

But these tracks never end

Walking alongside them

Are they slowly eating me?

Am I just in a maze in my head?

I see winter coming once more

Will I finally escape to see spring?

Or will the winter take over me?

All these thoughts are killing me

I can't see my path

And all my light is gone

I might not be able to make it

To see the upcoming stars

I see the silhouettes coming

Maybe this is my last breath

Maybe it is my time to go

And so I say goodbye

As these thoughts eat me away

And as the wind silences my screams

I am left alone in these train tracks

Ready for the winter to take me away

And erase I was ever here

Goodbye world

Until next time

When these train tracks

Take me to see spring