Shut up
I hate those two words the most
Everytime i open my mouth
Your quick to shut me down
Shut up
I haven't said a single word
But just by looking at your eyes
I already know what your going to say
We get into fights
About how you cant see things my way
And when i make point
You refuse to say sorry
Shut up
I want you to shut up when you talk about how much of a disappointed i am right in front of my face
At least have the decency to do it behind my back
I don't think you quite understand how hard it is to hold back your tears while eating and trying not to choke
Either on your food or on your tears
Shut up
I just wish these voices in my head would shut up already
They go on and on and on
Shut up
You never seem to know when to quit
Sometimes i blame you for why im like this
Why everytime someone yells i flinch because i know words hurt more then stones and broken bones
Why even explain myself?
Why everytime i fail at something i can already hear you telling me how much of a screw up i am
Why even try?
Why everytime im happy you some how ruin it
Why even smile?
Why ever time i try and tell you something im always ignored?
Why even talk?
I just wish my head would shut up
I thought putting hands around my own neck to shut myself up would be hard
Turns out its the easiest thing I've ever done
Shut up
You wonder why I've stopped talking to you
I wonder why also
Shut up
I don't tell you these things because when i do you didn't even blink an eye
Shut up
Shut up
Shut up
You say it so much that if i close my eyes i can convince myself your actually saying
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
You must love me so much
YOU ARE READING
poems i can't tell my therapist about
Poetrythis book is about all the poems I've written. there about different things and i won't expect everyone to get them, but i do. they mean a lot to me and honestly i just need a place to vent. Also I've added songs to each one because without songs i...
