Lost the Plot

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Did you ever think about something that never happened before in your life?

whether it worst or better, it's happened due to the vice versa.

I never realized, that I just become like parasite in someone's life.

Could you imagine? What I'm doing after all this time.

The answer is nothing.

Like.. for what purposes God choose me to live this world?

in every million sperm why I win.

Why me?? this is such the struggle to ever think that i'm here right now.

Sometimes I ever think that, it's better that if I never exist to this place.

Because, I was just failure somehow......

I'm not giving any successful stuff that work-out to my family.

and never make anything going right.

Why a failure like me actually created to this Awesome World??

am I not proud to be me? I'm proud of course. I really cherish myself more than anyone else.

But I never giving them feedback. I try but it doesn't work out.


Fancy job?? Expert skill?? Critical Thinking?? High-Profile?? Confidence?? Genius??

THOSE THING ABOVE I DON'T HAVE IT.

I'm just an ordinary person who always like to enjoy calm and solitude atmosphere with no one to interfere or talking about what I did about my life and about how look I am.


Did you stressed out?

My Best friend asking me those cause I've got 2 times period at almost a month.

well maybe yeah, too much too think too handle.


Space,

I need some space to breathe and release everything that stuck on my head, my mind, my heart.

I need to clear my mind, to start to think to find the reason why God choose me. 

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