"I'm tired. I'm tired of all these problems. I just wish all of them could just.....go." I heaved a heavy sigh as I tried not to break down like before. She listened to me as I talked.... actually expressed myself. And as I continued to talk, I felt the stupid tears come out. I felt stressed and my body just couldn't take it anymore.
I knew if I continued shedding stupid tears, she would cry. But it was like I couldn't stop.
I didn't know when my head rested on her laps. I felt the motherly contact and feeling I've been yearning for when she ran her fingers through my hair and stroked the side of my face.
"Everything's going to be okay sweetheart. I promise." She said and I heard her sniffle.
"Please don't cry mom, right now you're the only one I can find strength and comfort from mom. Brie, I can't see her right now. Mom it's only you."
"What?....what did you call me?" She said and I rose my head up to see her. There was rush of emotions flowing on every part of her face.
"I called you mom, you're my mom. And...I love you, and I miss you....and dad. I miss calling you mom. And I miss your hugs, I miss you. And I want to keep on calling you mom. Can I?" I asked.
"Sweetheart you know you don't have to ask that." She touched my face as she let out tears.
"Please, don't cry. I need you more than ever right now." I rested my head back and she continued caressing my hair while telling me everything's going to be okay, she distracted me with some of my childhood moments we had together till I fell asleep.
I missed her.
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GABRIELLA'S POV:
Where's daddy?!
I told him I don't want to go for this....whatever this is! Why didn't he listen to me!
I continued being angry in my tiny mind.
I turned back and saw some stupid child was looking at me. UGHHHHHHHH! Why is he looking at me?! I feel so.... whatever that word big people use when they can't breathe.
I turned away from the idiot and and glared at my nanny.
"Where's my daddy?" I asked her.
"Gabriella he's busy, he'll be back later on."
"What about mommy?" I was getting more angry.
"She's with daddy, they're busy."
"But I'm more important than whatever they're doing!"
"They're talking to their friends Gabriella."
"I don't care!" I said and huffed as I folded my arms!
I hate going out! Why are we at this stupid wedding!
"Hey." A stupid voice said and I turned back and saw this stupid boy.
He looked a few years older than me. I somehow felt little and that annoyed me.
"What?!" I shouted at him.
"I'm sorry I just wanted—"
"Wanted what?! Leave me alone!"
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I woke up from the bed. I rose up immediately with my eyes wide.
"Gaby are you okay?" I looked in front of me and saw my aunt coming to me.
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