HER.

Goodbye.

•Y/N POV•
It's been a month since I last seen Jungkook or taehyung.

Jungkook hasn't slept in the bedroom I don't even know where he slept.

All I could think about is the two of them.

Everyday I wonder what they're up to
How are they feeling
If they had eaten....

why do I care after everything that has happened
I can't love them....
This isn't love y/n
You don't love them.

I hear the door knock and see yoongi's head poke out from the door.

"Hey y/n it's time to eat."

I get out of my bed to head downstairs to the dining room

"Also, just be strong ok?"

Why is he telling me to be strong?

I nod and make my way down to the kitchen

I arrive but stop in my tracks as I see Jungkook and Taehyung sitting down on opposite sides of the table leaving me the seat in the middle.

I look at Yoongi and hesitantly shook my head.

"You can do this."

Yoongi pat my head and left the room to watch y/c/n I guess it's his turn.

I head towards the table and took a seat at the only available spot.

"Y/n...it's good to se-"

"No jungkook just eat."

I tried to avoid any conversation with the two and eat as fast as I could to leave.

"Y/n slow down you're going to cho-"

"I'd rather choke than sit here any longer taehyung."

I don't look anywhere except down to which I see gureum beside me making me give him a piece of chicken from my plate.

I let out a sigh
Y/n stop acting immature.
You're stronger than this.

I look up at Jungkook and Taehyung now the ones looking down

"Let's talk."

•JUNGKOOK POV•

"Let's talk"

Y/n's voice surprised me as I hadn't heard her voice in such a long time
God I missed her

"I know you won't take apologies but y/n

I am truly from the bottom of my heart sorry."

Taehyung starts the conversation making y/c look at him while my eyes are fixated on her.

She looks down at her half eaten plate and sigh

"You're right. I don't take apologies. You know why?
Because there's nothing to apologise for. Yes you two hurt me and betrayed my trust on the worst level, but don't apologise just learn from it. Learn from losing the love, loyalty and trust from the person you
Supposedly love."

My heart sank
It felt like a million knives pierce through my heart every second that went by
I know I don't deserve Y/n
And Taehyung doesn't deserve her as much as I don't.

"Y/n...."

That was the only word that could come out of my mouth

She turned her head towards my direction and is now looking at me.

"I love you...."

"Y/n I also love you..."

I roll my eyes at taehyung's follow up statement.

Y/n had started to tear up and looked away from us

"I believed you did.
I truly did
I believed so much that I had fallen for both of you
But at the end of the day .....
you don't.
You both don't.
You two wouldn't have hurt me this way if you did love me and don't blame the drugs or alcohol. What's done is done."

"You don't understand y/n."

"What don't I understand?"

"We're Mafia leaders y/n...we didn't want this but now since we got it our mindsets have altered to adapt to this role. And when it comes to getting whay we want... we're extremists."

Y/n suddenly got up and before walking away turned back towards taehyung and I

"Excuses..."

Before I could say something y/n already walked out of the room.

I looked at taehyung and he was just as speechless as I was.

We fucked up.

•Y/N POV•
That conversation wasted both my time and my effort.
I realised that they never loved me instead they hated each other so much that whoever got me would've won.
I was just a game to them.

I can't take this anymore.
I can't live like this it's too much.

I grabbed the biggest luggage I could carry and start packing y/c/n's and my belongings in a quiet manner so no one would suspect anything.

Once I've finished packing I go to y/c/n's room to go get her.
She was sound asleep so I carried her with the luggage latching onto my arm And head outside the house.

As I stepped foot outside I turn my back to look at the house one last time. I suddenly thought about the guys

"Thank you for being the best uncles for y/c/n
Thank you for being my older brothers. I will miss you guys so much."

I try to hold in my tears as I put y/c/n in the car and made my way to the driver side and sat behind the wheel.

I took a deep breath

"Goodbye taehyung and Jungkook."

And with that

I drove off
And I am not coming back.