HER.

Afraid.

Time Skip 3 days later
•Y/N POV•
I haven't been to school for the last 3 days
I can't face Taehyung and Jungkook not now....not ever.
I told my dad I had really bad period cramps even though I didn't but since he wouldn't know anything about it he just let me be.

Thinking back through the moments I had encountered both of them, it all makes sense.
Fear overwhelms me as I sit by my room's window whilst staring into the distance... I can see my school

It looks tiny from afar
I thought as I try to pinch the school with the tip of my fingers

I don't know what to do...I don't know how to act or what to say when they do something..

What would they do?
Why would they do it?

All this thinking hurts my head and I fall on my bed
Eyes closed....on the way to dreamland.

•TAEHYUNG POV•
I walk into the classroom hoping to see y/n's face after her absent days.
But she wasn't here again.

Where the fuck is she....?

I walk towards Yeri and asked,

"Yeri do you know if Y/n is ok? Where is she?"

Yeri gave a casual response
"She said she's not feeling well and is at home resting Tae."

Oh so she's sick
My poor Y/n
But why don't I feel convinced?

I thank Yeri and walk to my desk

As I made my way I hear a guy's low voice call my name.

"Taehyung .... I need to tell you something urgent. I don't want to waste my time talking to you so hurry up and meet me by the lockers."

Jungkook? Ugh fuck my life what does he want.

I then walked out of the classroom giving no shits about the teacher telling me to come back, he wouldn't dare anyways he knows who I am.

I see Jungkook waiting by the lockers leaning on one.

"What do you want Jungkook?"

"Y/n....isn't coming to school because of us."

I was left surprised by his words

"What do you mean?"

"She never knew about our Mafias but a friend told her and now she's fucking scared of us and doesn't dare to show up to class."

"I thought she knew plus she would've found out eventually everyone knows."

"Why aren't you fazed by this Taehyung..SHE IS AFRAID OF US!"

I shake my head in disbelief

"Jungkook...I'm hurting inside knowing that she's afraid of me. We should've told her sooner or on the other hand never spoken to her at all."

I can feel the gradual pain stabbing my heart as I say those words

But I'm not giving up on her no fucking way.

"What do we do?"

"Shouldn't we give her some space?
Let her be for now and we will explain everything to her..but that doesn't mean that we're friends again and remember she will be mine. We will sort out everything so she won't be afraid she's the priority here."

After saying those words I head back into the class in front of Jungkook.

Please don't be afraid Y/n....
I love you.

•JUNGKOOK POV•
Today was a fucking long as day.
I know I'm a dick for hacking into y/n's phone but I don't regret it
I know her true feelings
And she's afraid
Hurts to know what she's afraid of .....
Me.

I want to hurt Rosé so bad for telling y/n but Taehyung has a point, she would've found out anyways

I just have to accept what has been said and be straight up with her

She deserves to know everything.

I checked her phone which was placed by her bedside table I assume as I look through her camera.
It perfectly frames her in and she's fast asleep
She's beautiful.

I'm sorry Y/n I will make it up to you and you will be mine.