✫part 19✫

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Ever since sam found out about my fight on Friday, which is two days away, I've been trying to avoid him. It's not that I'm angry at him whatsoever, cause I have absolutely no reason to be. He's just worried, and I don't blame him. I'm avoiding him because every time I see him I just feel so guilty. Like I'm betraying him and everyone else.

But I wouldn't call me lying betraying them.. would I? I mean technically I'm not lying, I'm just withholding information...

information that ends with either me dead, half alive, or alive.. I'm going with half alive. Cause I already promised myself I'm going to fight back if it gets to intense. And Noah promised Sam as well so I have a strong feeling I'm not gonna be dying.

But still.. I know for a fact I won't be able to hid whatever wounds or scar's I'm going to be getting. Meaning Colby and everyone else is going to find out sooner or later.. maybe I should just tell them now. It can't go too bad right? I mean it is my decision... theeeeen again  Colby will fight back. God he'd lock me in a room and go fight in my place for all I know!

No.

I'm not going to say anything.

Maybe this is a mistake.. but it's a mistake I'm willing to make.

(Small note: ik it's short, I'm planning on writing the next chapter tonight and posting it tmr! Sooooo Imma leave this with y'all so y'all have something to look forward to! Bye bye!)

𝚄𝚗𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚂𝚎𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚜✫/ 𝙲.𝚋(Sequel)Dove le storie prendono vita. Scoprilo ora