Just so everyone knows, I chose that random song because its one of my favorites, and sorry for it being live but I couldn't find anything better.
Therapy ~all time low
Other favorite: time bomb~all time low**Unedited**
**may be triggering don't know yet, I'm free styling**Chapter six, ??
I'm done! I need some fucking action! I'm so angry!
I ran into my apartment and banged my head against the wall repeatedly cursing myself for being such an idiot! How could I just run my mouth like that?! Are you trying to get them fucking killed?
I screamed in frustration at myself and grabbed my brown hair and tugging at it.
"That's it, I need punishment" I whispered angrily.
Damn right you do!I ran out my apartment and noticed I was bear footed, but i didnt care I just kept running, and decided to pick a fight with someone, my cuts only just started to heal so I didn't want to add more... Yet.
I came near a club, and noticed a bunch of girls coming out of it, they looked completely wasted. I was going to get them to hurt me.
As they came nearer towards me I walked towards a girl with blonde hair and a very tight dress.
I bumped her shoulder and she immediately reacted.
"What the f-fuck?!" She slurred before her eyes narrowed in on me, and I smirked, well I hope it looked like a smirk cause I was still annoyed at myself.
"What is it Blondie?" I mimicked her drunk voice.
Her friends glared dizzily at me as well as the girl.
"Excuse me? Who do you think you are?" She asked me prissily.
"Carmen, i think I'm Carmen who are you, a slutty whore, oh yes I see you are" I sassily remarked before eyeing my eyes up and down her body and cocked an eyebrow.
"Bitch!" She screamed before charging at me with her other slutty friends, I knew that I could easily beat them all, but that's not what I was here for.
She punched me square in the jaw, surprisingly good aim for a drunk blonde girl.
"Bitch!" I screamed before she jumped on me and punched me repeatedly as her friends kicked me in the stomach.
Their heels hurt as they got kicked into my stomach forcefully I groaned at the impact and tried not to smile.
I deserved the pain.
They stopped punching and kicking me when a body guard from the nearby club pulled them off me.
I felt warm blood trickle down my lip, I guess they didn't punch my nose.
"Hey you all right?" The gruff man asked me.
"Never better" I muttered and pulled myself off the ground.
I craddled my stomach and touched my lip gingerly, as i pulled my fingers away from my mouth i saw blood coating the tips.
The pain in my stomach was awful but I pushed the pain I was feeling aside and gave myself a slight smile, hopefully that will keep the voices away for a while.
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Raven || Stiles Stilinski
FanfictionCOMPLETED Carmen's life was turned upside down when her parents were murdered, she moves from town to town before deciding on beacon hills. She has a troubled past and supernatural ability. But ability won't save her from the demons inside her head...