Break my chains //KakaNaru//

Chapter 1: Nightmare

-warning-

contains self-harm kinda, depression

(Naruto's POV)

"Demon!"

"Mistake!"

"Fox-brat!"

"Murder!"

"go to hell!"

"die!"

It was all the same. 

Same insults.

Same beatings.

No one helped me.

I was only 4 when this happened.

When all this started.

When I met my fate.

My Hell.

Who would help a 4-year-old getting abused by his so-called villagers?

Everyone. because they care about children.

Unless you're me.

No one saves Demons, you know why?

Because what I have inside me...

is the Nine-tailed Fox.

The true demon, but no one wants to admit that.

Wherever I go. 

My home.

Around the village.

At the academy.

I was beaten. 

People stare while I get beat.

Not bothering to help.

some laugh and some join in.

what's my purpose?

I never wanted this.

If Lord 4th hadn't put this hell in me.

I'd be normal-ish.

My fate would be different.

I wouldn't be in this hell!

enough of that.

I learned that complaining gets me nowhere.

I just get beat, regardless.

My pain will never go away.

No one will save me.

My only friend now.

It is my kunai.

each night.

It's not just one cut.

maybe three or four.

or maybe more.

but who's going to stop me?

I'm better off dead.

The villagers could care fucking less about me.

Blood flows down my wrists, hands, then soon the floor.

Dripping dark red droplets.

I feel no pain from my wrists.

I just feel the pain in my heart.

"what did I do to deserve this kind of life?" I mumble as tears flow down my cheeks and fall to the floor.

I'm trapped in this Hell.

It feels like a nightmare but real.

I want to wake up but I'm already awake.

why couldn't this have just been a 

Nightmare

A/N sorry this was so short, I think. but anyway, how was this? sorry if it's too depressing for ya, It'll get better don't worry lol :3 did you like the first chapter? sorry if it sucked tho XD welp see y'all in the next chapter :3