Melodies (Analogical)

Chapter 26: Why Did I Ever Think You Cared?!

TW: cursing, blood, and oh yeah, knives.

Virgil's POV

Logan.

Logan Sanders.

Analytical.

Smart.

Charming.

Full of composure.

Calm.

Most of the time.

Logan.

Logic.

Sorry. I know I'm being weird. I'm just a little lightheaded, as one would be if you were losing blood because you've been impaled in the shoulder.

Which brings me back to the point I was trying to make originally.

Logan just threw a knife at me.

Logan just threw a knife at me....

Logan threw a fucking knife at me.

Blood was gushing out of me. My shirt was stained. My vision was becoming blurry.

But more than I feel stabbed in the shoulder, I feel stabbed in the heart.

I've been betrayed by the one person I thought cared about me.

He never cared. He's Logic, and logic doesn't feel, much less care.

But I've seen him feel before..

Would he have sang for me all those times if he didn't?

My breath became shaky. Either I was on the verge of a panic attack, or I had lost too much blood. I assume it was both.

Logan had tears in his eyes. For what. He doesn't feel. He's let me know that pretty clearly.

¨WHAT HAPPENED TO TRUSTING EACH OTHER!?¨ I yelled.

¨Virgil, I didn't mean to... I promise...¨ Logan choked out.

¨RIGHT! YOU DIDN'T MEAN TO FUCKING STAB ME!¨

¨Let me get the knife out of your shoulder...¨

¨DON'T YOU FUCKING TOUCH ME!¨

I ran out of the room, praying that none of the other sides saw me. 

When I arrived in my room, everything was spinning. I was so dizzy. 

I ripped the knife out of my shoulder, and didn't bother bandaging the wound.

I fell onto my bed and starting slipping into sleep.

So, let's review.

The one person I thought truly cared about me just stabbed me ¨accidentally.¨

He never actually cared.

He's self-harming again.

And to top it all off, I had a nightmare about my ex-boyfriend.