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dear boy in the passenger seat,

today, calum and larissa visited michael's grave since today is the day he got diagnosed with cancer, four months after you met him.

calum told larissa everything from the growing pale to michael shooting himself.

calum told larissa our time together as kids, then he told her how he met you. larissa smile because she knew that's what started it all.

it was snowing and calum was crying but smiling. you were smiling and it was so nice not seeing you cry. i can't stand it when you do.

snowflakes were falling on your eyelashes and your flat hair and you were a picture perfect scene.

michael would have been proud of us now.

12/14/2011 - the day his life ended
10/23/12 - the day he decided he was officially dead

from, boy with a new tattoo.