a/n: double update !!!!
"dear my best friends i can't live without, which is very ironic in this case,
so hey.
it's michael.
i don't know when you'll get this letter, but i hope it's soon..
i'm so sorry. i'm sorry i couldn't be strong and i'm sorry it had to end like this, but i was fading fast.
i didn't want...it, to take me. i couldn't let that horrible thing overtake me.
i need to do this, i need to die on my own terms. i never believed in destiny and fate and all of that dumb shit, you all knew that.
please, understand i never wanted to leave you boys. i won't leave you, ever. i'll see you one day. i hope i went to heaven, 'cause if i didn't then i'll only be seeing calum in hell. then i'm definitely fücked.
i'm joking, sort of. you're all really good guys. thank you for always being there for me.
sorry this is all over the place and messy, i always rambled and my attention span wasn't that great.
hey, ashton. remember that one time when we were sixteen and we got our first car together? i hope you still have the car, we saved up a lot for that shit.
hey, luke. bud, you're the youngest. you're my fucking little brother i never had. thank you. we have so many memories, shit. thank you for being there for me.
cal, my man. remember that time we egged ms. odomel's house and she flipped shit? that was amazing. whenever you see eggs, think of me brother.
you're all my family, i love you and if my cousin is smart enough to remember, he'll send out this letter.
my mom would never let this letter go, you know her.
fuck, i love you all so much.
sorry for the tear stains. let my memory live on in you all forever, stay friends forever.
with all my heart, michael.
P.S. calum gets my pokemon cards and luke gets my guitar and ashton you can have my cajon, use it wisely.
love you all once again sorry i just really don't want to say goodbye even though i have to."
i still have the car, michael. i miss you, i love you.
from, boy who wishes you'll come back.
-
a/n: hA U all thought michael did it bc depression plot twist
