Minsan mapapaisip ka nalang kung bakit may mga bagay na nangyayare sa palagid mo na hindi mo naman alam kung bakit nangyayare.
Minsan mapapaisip ka nalang, deserve ko ba to? Shempre apat lang ang sagot dyan. I deserve this because I was good or I deserve this because I did something bad. Kung hindi naman edi, I don't deserve this because I was good, or I don't deserve this because I did something bad.
It's always rotating between those four. Either you will blame yourself or the others.
But why do we always blame ourselves? Why do we have to deserve or to not deserve something?
Why does our brain trick us into always thinking about that?
Our brains are so complex. Complicated and confusing. Without it we can't function the same way. It is the most important organ in our body.
Our brain is also connected with our feelings. Wala yan sa heart teh, nasa utak din yan. But the thing is in our brain, meron tayong thinking part and the feeling part.
That's where the quote "Follow what your hearts say" goes in. The heart that the quote is talking about is the feeling brain. Your emotions, your ambitions, dreams.
But too much is deadly.
Too much...is too much.
Kalirea's POV
Aug 6
"Kalirea! Kamusta ka?" Bati agad sa akin ni Mam Kate. Dati kong co-worker noong respiratory therapist pa ako.
"Okay lang po" sagot ko
"Lira!!" Rinig naming sigaw mula sa aming likod, dun namin nakita si Hailey, co-worker ko din. Ka-age ko lang rin siya. Siya ang closest kong co worker dati.
Nakared itong heels at ang hikaw pa niya ay yung pabilog na silver. Naka kulot din siya.
"Aba? Ayos na ayos ka ata?" Sabi ko agad sa kanya
"Ay sis, marami tayo paguusapan! Daming changes sa life!" Excited niyang sinabi
Maya maya lang ay dumating na rin si Mam Mitch na looking so pretty in white. Siya ang pinakamatanda sa amin ngunit wala pa rin itong anak.
"Kalirea!" Bati nito sa akin at agad akong niyakap nito
"Kamusta?" Tanong ko sa kanya
"Maupo muna tayo, tsaka tayo magchikahan!" Sabi naman ni Mam Kate
Nagorder kami ng seafood at kung ano ano pang ulam.
"May jowa na ako" sabi sa amin ni Hailey, at malamang ako lang ang nagulat
"Ay lumelevel up ka girl!" Sabi ko
"Oo sis, pero hindi lang yan! Nakapagpatayo na rin ako ng sarili kong sari sari store para kay mama" sabi ni Hailey
"Buti pa nga tong si Hailey eh umaasenso! Ikaw ba Kalirea? Kamusta naman ang med school mo? Kaya pa ba?" Tanong ni Mam Mitch
"To be honest, I quit and I dropped out of med school. I don't think it's for me" sabi ko
"Eh si Marco? Eh hindi ba nag med school din siya? Kamusta siya?" Tanong ni Mam Kate
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רומנטיקהWhat would you do if your bestfriend's ex came back? What would you do to convince her that he's not the right guy for her? Marco Valeron has a bestfriend, Kalirea. When Kalirea's ex came back, she's willing to give him a second chance. What would M...
