Senpai [Michaeng]

ch 1

[Chaeyoung's POV]

So the school literary week is starting next week. To be honest, I don't have any idea what I'm gonna do there. As much as I know, the students are divided into four teams.

My friends, Dahyun and Tzuyu are in the same team. While me?!  I feel like I've been sent to an island. What am I gonna do without them? My luck is as miserable as always.

Today is the day. We will be having meetings in our respective teams. I went to the meeting room accompanied by two of my other classmates since we were on the same team.

We were waiting for our upperclassmen. They arrived not long after that.
'Gosh! Why are there so many people?' was the first thing that crossed my mind. I got lost in my thoughts not noticing that the meeting had already started.

It did not take long for which I was very glad. As I was exiting, I saw a group of seniors. So yeah, we were from the same team.

I went to search for my Tofu and Yoda. Yes that's what I call them.
This two have been my bestfriend since childhood. After I joined this school, they are the only people I hang out with.

So my name is Son Chaeyoung.
I'm a new student. My only friends are Dahyun and Tzuyu. Well um.. not that I don't like people, it's just that I don't talk to strangers.

And yeah I had a crush. He was from my old school. He was my senior uwu. I just can't like anyone younger than me. I consider them as my baby brothers hehe. So it's been 16 months after I started having a crush on him. I was never bold enough to let him know how I feel. Anyways whatever.

"Chaeng!" My thoughts were cut off by  Dahyun.
"Glad I found you." I replied
"excuse me. It was actually us who found you."
"yeah yeah whatever."

It was lunch break so we went to the cafeteria. Headed towards a table. So the three of us started talking about the meeting that happened earlier.

"I don't even know anyone there." I complained
Then Tzuyu spoke out "Your team consists of  really friendly seniors."
"Really?"
"yea I know some of them." said Dahyun.
"oh ok I'll be seeing them tomorrow."

After a exhausting day, I finally reached home. I took a shower and laid down on my bed. It was silent today. Unlike other times when all I hear is my family members yelling at each other. It was because no one is at home.

Sometimes all I want to do is to end this pain. To end myself. These kind of  thoughts occupied my mind again. I was so lost until I felt tears running down my cheeks.

Am I gonna be sad forever?