Miss you, not.

XXII

very nsfw :^)

a/n: holy shit this is so unbelievably detailed 😂 for the sake of my conscience, please be over the age of 18 to read this chapter 🙏🏻

Brett had his hand on the back of Eddy's head as Eddy wrapped his arms around his waist, pulling them closer. They slow kissed for a while, and Brett seemed to have calmed down.

I love you.

Eddy couldn't hide how happy he was as he smiled into the kiss. How he loved this man in his hold so much, he didn't know how to express himself in a way that Brett could understand. He kissed him with more intensity than before, leaning over his weight to the smaller man.

Before Brett knew it, he was pushed onto the bed, their lips never breaking contact. He tried to keep up with Eddy's eagerness. His body grew warmer and he couldn't deny the feeling of arousal pooling in the pit of his stomach. He was getting a little light headed.

He broke the kiss, gently pushing Eddy away. "Wait.. Eddy.. Let me breathe for a bit." He said breathily.

"Sorry, I'm just so happy to hear those words from you." Eddy said, beaming as he looked at the man below him with adoration. Brett chuckled and ruffled Eddy's hair.

Their fingers entwined and their legs tangled as they held each other closely in comfortable silence on the bed.

"Hey, Brett?"

"Hm?"

"I want to prove it to you."

Eddy propped his arms on the bed and towered over Brett. He looked at him in the eyes with an expression he had never seen before. "Let me prove my love to you. I want.. I want to do it."

His heart beat wildly. Brett swore he had never blushed so hard in his entire life. "O- oh."

"Only when you're ready, that is." Eddy said, caressing his cheeks lovingly. He wouldn't want to pressure him into it if he felt uncomfortable to proceed.

Brett smiled at how considerate Eddy was being towards his feelings. He wanted to let Eddy know that he loved him too. He had never been any more ready than he was at the moment. "I want this as much as you do, Eddy. And uh.. I've never went all the way with a man before.. Please be good to me?" Brett asked, fumbling with the hem of his shirt awkwardly. He couldn't quite look at Eddy in the eyes.

Eddy smiled warmly at how adorable his boyfriend was, feeling shy about the whole situation. "Don't worry, I'll take care of you." He said softly as he brushed aside his bangs and kissed his forehead.

They kissed again, while their hands roamed underneath shirts, feeling the warmth of each other's body. They pulled away and Brett took off his glasses. "It's in the way."

Eddy took the shirt off of Brett, revealing soft looking pale skin. He ran his hands down his torso, feeling him respond to the touch with a slight tremble and a sigh.

"Take yours off too." He wanted to touch Eddy as well.

"Take it off yourself, baby." Brett did so. He shouldn't be surprised anymore at this point, seeing Eddy muscles countless of times he was out of the shower. He hovered his hand over Eddy's abs. "Maybe I should join you at the gym.." He said as he touched his own stomach, feeling conscious of his body.

"That's up to you. But I love you the way you are." He leaned down and kissed the little bit of protruded stomach, making Brett flush.

"Lies.."

"I'm not lying." Eddy brought Brett's hand to the growing arousal in his jeans. "Feel that? You made me like that." Eddy whispered in Brett's ear. The warm breaths against his neck made shivers ran down his spine.