'Rage' || PARK JINYOUNG x READER FF 18+ |♕| ✔️ |

4.

I jolted up because of the thunderous voices coming from outside. For a second I thought it is a dream but the deafening door slam snapped me back to reality. I hurriedly moved forward to walk outside but the piercing pain in my arm and the IV drip attached to my hand prevented me from moving.

Tears welled up in my eyes once again I am the reason for their argument. Appa trusted me for this very important mission and look at me sitting here weakly with my injured body and bandages attached here and there. I was angry as hell, I harshly wiped away my tears from my sleeve and inhaled deeply before unsympathetically pulling out the IV drip from my hand as slight 'hiss' escaped my mouth. 

Going out of the room in this fuming situation would be my largest mistake. So I pulled out some clothes and went to the washroom. I'm sure that old Psychopath missed my rib bones or else it would much more painful, but the mess he created here is much more than this physical pain. More hatred and determination to finally proving myself rose dramatically in me.

I locked the washroom door settled my stuff when I was about to pick up my face wash my eyes met mine in the mirror, I looked so frail, so weak and so pitiful all the things I never myself to look like. My skin was so paled, lips were badly chapped also a deep bloody cut on the side, I brought my bruised hand and touched my lips as a tear slipped down my dehydrated dull skin. I looked so destroyable......'a burden' the words rang in my head continuously, more tears slipped down as soft sobs surrounded me. The situation is so galling and I'm stuck.

A knock on the door slashed my daze bringing me back to reality,

"Hanbin....." Jaebum's soft voice came from outside, I bit me inner cheek hard preventing me from sobbing hard as my eyes were now cascading a stream of tears, but I failed miserably as a very audible sob escaped from my mouth. I buried me face in my palms and slid down the door and slightly shook.

"It's okay........" he repeated over and over again.

"I-It's Not O-Okay!" I whispered- yelled.

"Come out we can talk" he again tried to drag me out of this cornered room but I was ashamed, sad and unconfident to face my family. I became the reason why people looked down on them.

I looked at my hands which were shaking and I wasn't able to stand up even though now my tears stopped falling my breathing was not even it felt like someone placed a heavy stone on my chest, I felt suffocated, I tried to take deep breaths but eventually they just caused more oxygen loss and I started to gag and cough while weakly banged on the door, I harshly inhaled and finally my world started to spin as if death was slowly consuming me.

"J-Jaebum...." I called out before, my head finally banged to the door and once again all black engulfed me.

*Jaebum's POV*

I stood there still fuming on Appa's words when I heard the screeching of the metal stand in Hanbin's room. I pulled my self together and entered the room, but Hanbin was nowhere to be seen, and the IV drip bottle was still half filled. I panicked and walked towards the washroom door but when the soft sobs came into my hearing my heart shattered.

I called out for her name and it was silence for several moments a painful sob came from behind the door.

"Hanbin come out we can talk." I tried to get her out of the cornered room but as usual she won't budge. Her crying was audible and for a few minutes I kept convincing her but soon I stopped talking and just sat there as silence washed over us.

I got up to find the spare keys for the washroom but something odd stopped me from moving any further. She was coughing and weakly banging on the door I frantically ran and searched for the keys in the drawer flipping through papers. The moment I got the key I ran to the door and unlocked it and saw her lying on the floor lifelessly.

~2 Days later~

I stood face to face with Jinyoung and soon his strong arms encircled around me I happily accepted the hug but as I rested my face on his shoulder a tear escaped from my eye and I tightened the hug.

I opened my eyes as I gasped at my dream , 'what the hell was that' I thought to myself but shrugged the disgusting dream off. I rubbed my eyes and sat up. Anger was the first emotion I felt after I woke up from my sleep how can I do that even in my dreams I should have killed him the very moment. Soon the door of the room opened and JB entered I rolled my eyes and was about to go to washroom but he called out,

"What's with that attitude?" he asked and laughed lightly but I was not at all in mood of jokes.

"Ha-ha so funny, it's so fun to be locked in this congested 24/7 at the age of 22,fun isn't it?" sarcasm dripped from my words.

"It's for your own safety, try to understand." He explained creases forming on his forehead.

"Safety my foot, I really don't need this kind of safety its our house not a open area where someone can enter and kill me" I said exasperatedly.

"Hanbin......" JB sighed.

After this I just went to the washroom and did my morning routine.

The time went by quickly and it was already 8:00 I opened the door off my room and peeked outside.

Thank god the guards were dismissed but a more delighting thing was that I saw JB and Appa leaving the house. 'This is my chance!' I waited for few minutes and as the coast was clear I tip-toed towards the door and I was about to twist it the guards saw me and ran towards me, I started running and hid in the bushes of our garden as I knew those dummies won't find me here and as I told 2 cars left the house for my search.

I pulled over then hoodie over my head and walked down the busy street and felt happy after a dreadful week. I spotted a small noodles corner and decided to go there; it was a small but really cozy place the scent of spicy noodles danced through the whole shop. I was greeted by an old women she guided me in. I sat on the table and placed my order. Soon my food came and I started eating and scanned the room and so many families sitting here, girls working on their laptops and couples talking, my heart clenched, I wish I had a normal life like them. A sigh escaped from my mouth.

The door opened and my eyes travelled there, I chocked on my noodles as I saw JB entering the small shop with his people, maybe they are here to find someone. I was coughing badly, in my state I wasn't able to speak anything but a bottle of water came in front of me which I hastily uncapped and gulped down.

I stood up from my seat but before I could escape a gunshot erupted in the small shop slashing the peaceful environment, which was replaced by people screaming. I was dragged out from the shop from the back door to a dark place by someone whom I wasn't able to recognize but I was certain about one thing that he was the bottle guy. We both ducked down, the person had his one hand on my arm and the other one encircled around my back. His strong yet aromatic perfume surrounded me. I looked up and...............

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