Being Alive ( D.W)

3.2 Turning Back Normal

Sam walked inside. 

I smiled at him "Sammy, hey"

Sam looked at me for a second before looking at Dean "how's she doing?"

Me "i'm right here and i'm doing amazing"

Dean shook his head sighing "I don't know, man. It's different than what i went through"

Me "Dean, you really want me back? "

They turned to me. 

Me "i mean, who said i would ever go back to you ? Maybe Sam and i give it a shot"

I shot Sam a wink who rolled his eyes "we already had sex so why not? Maybe he actually treats me better than you did"

Dean clenched his jaw and looked away. 

I looked at Dean "I mean, how much of brotherly loyalty do you guys have for each other? Letting a girl come between you? pathetic"

Dean "shut up"

I giggled "why would i? i mean, come on, Dean, we had some fun during the past months, didn't we? all the sex and the alcohol. It was pretty hot"

Dean rolled his eyes and jammed another needle through my arm "shut up"

I cried out. 

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I let my head hang, annoyed "stop it, Dean"

Dean "i can't stop doing this"

Me "sure you can. You just stop. No point in trying to bring your ex back. "

Dean "i will bring her back."

I whined "but i'm loving the new model. Lean mean Elena. The real Elena. I'm half demon, Dean. Do you really think i would choose some boring human over a demon life? hell no. I chose the king of hell over you"

He rolled his eyes. 

Me "Maybe i was just tired of saving your ass every time. Or maybe it was the fact that my father would still be alive if it wasn't for you. That your existence ruined my life"

He shook his head "that's not my Elena talking"

I nodded "but it is, Dean. I should've left when i told you we needed a break- no, i should've slammed that door shut in your face when you came to me when you got turned into a vampire, remember? when you had left me for a year to be with your ex...Wait, no, actually i should've never opened that door when you and Sam came looking for help because Uncle John was kidnapped. My life went downhill the second you and your brother walked into my house"

Dean shook his head "that's not true, and you know that"

I asked amused "do i? because you know i'm right, Dean? i've lost everyone i care about because of you. Starting with my father and ending with Kevin. "

He looked down. 

Me "I mean, how many times had i told you tell Sam the truth about the angel inside of him? and how many times did you refuse because you thought it was safe? And because of your big ass ego, Kevin died. you got his blood on your hands, not me"

He looked at me before walking out. 

I rolled my eyes annoyed before trying to break free of the ties. 

Then i stood up, still hanging on the chair, and moved over to the table. Dean had injected me enough human blood to trick the devil's trap. 

I made the knife on the table fly over to me and made it cut open the robes.