𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐎 & 𝐉𝐔𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐓 || 𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐲

if you survive the night

"why are you crying?" i opened my eyes seeing zachs eyes filled with tears.

"im so sorry, i'm so sorry, i'm so so fucking sorry." he muttered holding me closer.

i looked around to see us in a hospital room.

"baby, why are you apologizing? what's going on?"

"i-i couldn't live without you. i thought you were going to die."

"excuse me?"
the memories of the party and the day of flooded my mind.

i looked at his free hand to see an empty pill bottle.

"oh dear god, what have you done?" i didn't want to think the worse but it was all i could see

"i know i'veq never told you but i'm in love with you, jack avery. you're my everything.
you're my juliet and i'm so so sorry."

"i love you so much. i'm so sorry. i'm doing this to you." he repeated his love for me.

"i don't want to live without you, my juliet." tears began to stream from my lovers eyes.
he gripped me tightly, whispering in my ears how we would meet again.

that it was only our beginning.

i was his juliet after all.

i couldn't believe it.

my soulmate has made a move to take his own life for me.

the only true show of passion.

i stood from my bed grabbing the trash can forcing him to sit up.

"s-stop crying, you're not gonna die on me!" i yelled at him sobbing.

"open your mouth we can do this!" i waited, panicking as he nodded.

he stuck his hands in his mouth as his hands trembled.
"i-i can't." he looked at me desperately.

zach had never sobbed this hard in his entire life.

zach herron was about to die from an overdose.

"fuck, i'll do it. but it's gonna hurt, baby." i went over pushing my fingers through his trembling lips.

i closed my eyes as i pushed back harshly causing him to gag. i did it over and over until he vomited over my hand.
saliva and vomit mixed with chemicals covered my hands but i didn't care.

we repeated this process over and over again.

i didn't stop.

zach herron wasn't going to die on me tonight.
i wanted to believe this would solve everything so bad.

zach sobbed, hugging me for dear life. "please don't leave me! please!" zach was desperate.

zach was spiraling lately and i hadn't even noticed.

he needed help. real help if he survived the night.

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"if he survives the night."