Dazed and Addled [BxB]

This is happening

Think I drank too much again
Looks like fun, but it's pretend
Why do I try to fit in
When I just wanna go home

And I know this isn't like me
I just want people to like me
Got my glass up in the air
And I act like I don't care
And I take some, but I shouldn't
And I say things that I wouldn't
And I'm just part of the crowd
But I feel better now

Keep on playing that song that I don't like
I just wanna feel normal for the night
Keep on kissing that guy that's not my type
I just wanna feel normal for the night
I should go, it's getting late
But I'ma keep on dancing 'til I feel okay
So keep on playing that song that I don't like
I just wanna feel normal for..

I was singing alone in my comfort zone,it felt good cause that's what I do most of the time. I just wanna fit in somewhere. While I was singing I heard the sound of door opening and I saw him standing there smiling. I was trying to hide my nervousness but he didn't said or did anything.
He just went to kitchen and started cooking and I started to watch movie. After the dinner was ready he called me to have food. We had dinner,washed dishes and I took shower and was in kitchen and was going towards my bed,he also came out of shower and again he was looking sexy(?)
I briskly looked away and was about to go to bed he came closer to me and in a split of second his hand was in the wall,I was stuck between Daniel and the wall. The hair on the back of my neck stood up, I felt chill down my spine, my adrenaline kicked in and I was turning red. He was staring at my lips while licking his own. Suddenly my lips felt a warm feeling and there it was, My.First.KISS. His soft lips were crushing against mine and
It was actually happening. At first it was just lips to lips but slowly I gave in,now our tongue were dancing together. His hands were now on the back of my neck and mine slowly started holding him/his back it felt kinda great but now I was running out of breath so I pulled back, We both looked at each other for a moment trying to catch our breath, I could see that he was all red and was smiling and again we kissed passionately again and again, I Guess I really love him. This felt like the best day till now,he pulled me close and seductively whispered "I want more".
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