Kangst one-shots

Tainted

A/N: trigger warning: Rape

Art isn't mine, all credit goes to the original artist. I apologize for the title, I'm running out of ideas on what to name my chapters, UwU
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His eyes were shut tight, tears streaming down the sides of his face. His hands were chained, being held above his head. His heartbeat was racing, his head spinning, he felt sick, disgusted.

"Shh, calm my pet. No need to make such a face" they said. The person- no, the monster that had been causing him so much pain spoke. His body looming over his own.

The Galran hybrid had made a deal, he was to give himself to Lotor in exchange for freeing his teammates that he had captured.

Now he was stuck, stuck in a never-ending hell. Obeying commands day and night, he couldn't disobey, unless he wanted to receive an agonizing electric shock from the cold metal collar that was situated around his neck.

Turning his gaze to glare at the altean half-breed, only to receive a low chuckle in return. Lotor took in the sight that lay before him. Keith had been stripped bare, his sculpted figure now exposed to his capture.

The prince slowly brought his hands up to grip smaller's pale hips, his hands caressing the skin along the way.

"Soon you'll be begging for more~"

He felt sick to his stomach he wanted nothing more but to escape from the clutches of the man before him. He'd thrashed and attempted to fight back the first few times, but the results were only more grave.

The violet toned male, aligned himself with the younger's entrance, smirking at him before slamming his entire length inside. Keith gritted his teeth in agony, flinging his head back while tears continued to flow from his glistening violet hues. Lotor was merciless, not bothering himself with whatever pain Keith might have felt. He continued to use the smaller's body to pleasure himself, even bringing his head down to mark the other's shoulder blades and neck. Moving his legs to rest above his shoulders, pushing himself impossibly deeper inside.

Keith gripped his chains with such force his knuckles turned white and his hands began to ache, though the pain was nothing compared to the agonizing burning he felt coming from his lower regions.

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Lotor stood grabbing a towel from atop a bedside table, wrapping it around his waist and entering the attached bathroom.

Keith lay, his wrist aching and bruised from pulling against his restraints. The galran prince had released inside him, the liquid mixing with the crimson that came from the tears in his insides. Stray tears fell from his now dull violet hues, his lips slightly parted quiet breaths exiting from them. He stared at the ceiling, his mind replaying the events over and over again.

He felt disgusted.
He felt used.
But he didn't scream, he didn't make a sound. He just continued to stare at the ceiling.

What's the point in fighting? I can't escape this hell, it's my own fault anyway. I made a decision and now I'm facing the consequences. Shiro/Lance...(A/N: it's up to you to decide) I miss you, and I'm sorry...I'm sorry for failing you.

His thoughts consumed him, he wanted to cry, he wanted to scream out to his lover, but neither happened. He held no more tears to be shed and his voice wouldn't come to him.

He should be used to this by now, shouldn't he? He was taken away from his comrades, from his lover, over a month ago. He knew it wasn't to stop any time soon, so why did he hold on to such painful broken hope?

Maybe it's better if I give in, there's no point in fighting. No one's coming to save me, I'm not worth it.

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The ship shook violently, loud explosions could be heard throughout. Keith sat up in his bed, stretching his muscles, sighing in satisfaction when he heard his bones pop.

When Keith had fully submitted himself to the prince, his restraints were taken off. One of the generals had warned him of the consequences of stepping out of line, to which he merely nodded. His wrists were no longer bonded, but he couldn't leave his room without permission.

Staring intensely with his dull lifeless violet hues, at the metallic door that led to a large passageway, with a bored expression. The explosions became louder, rocking the ship more violently.

Shouts could be heard coming from every direction but he remained still, just as he was commanded to.

This is probably another test...but even if it weren't, there's nothing left of me to save

Sighing, Keith plopped himself back in his bed, quickly drifting off into a dreamless slumber.

Where am I?

The galran hybrid's eyes opened slowly, as he began to stumble.

What's going on?

His vision began to clear and his senses were beginning to return to him. Stumbling towards the nearest wall for support. Muffled voices yelling words his mind couldn't register. His entire body tensed when he felt a pair of thin/muscular arms wrap themselves around his shoulders.

"-you're awake!" Keith's mind only seemed to register said persons last few words.

"Wha....Where am I?" He asked, feeling groggy.

"You're at the castle! your back home!" they said, their voice cracking halfway. Taking the chance to bury their face into the crook of Keith's neck, taking a shaky breath, taking in his scent, "Your back home..." Keith's shoulder began to dampen as the person holding him let go of the emotions that have plagued them for months.

"Home...." He muttered, His dull violet pupils void of any visible emotion. His mind wouldn't let him accept what was happening.

Is this a joke? Am I dreaming? If I am, please don't let me wake up. I don't want to return to that hell. Anything but that...

"Your really back, I can't believe it. I've missed you so much, and the rest of the team has as well. We all regret not being strong enough to fight back sooner." They sobbed, holding him tighter and closer to them.

"D-Don't...It was my idea...there isn't a reason for you guys to take the blame" He muttered, his voice hoarse.

"Stop being so selfishly selfless!" They shouted, pulling him back to make eye contact, "Don't pin this all on yourself! Who knows what types of unimaginable things they've done to you, and we couldn't do anything but wait. It was excruciating, every second of it" taking the chance to lean their forehead against Keith's speaking volumes with their eyes.

"It could have been worse for me, so there's no need to worry." He lied, closing his eyes and inhaling deeply, before opening his eyes once again, "Not gonna lie, I'm surprised you guys didn't give up. I fully expected you too" Because I thought you'd realize, that I just wasn't the risk. I'm replaceable. He had wanted to say but bit his tongue before the words passed his lips.

We could never leave you, I could never leave you" They said, their colorful hues staring into Keith's vacant ones, "Not you."

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Word count: 1153

A/N: I know it's bad, but my mind hasn't been working lately. I'll try and post better content.