XXXIV: Throne

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It's a game of truths,
I lose it with lies.
I convince myself every day
That there's no other way I can try

To live this life to the fullest,
Without engaging rejection,
I just feel so useless,
So I dispise any kind of affection.

My flowers are roses,
Burnt into the ground,
I cannot clear the way like Moses,
I cannot even hear my own sound.

But it must be revolting,
It must be a curse,
In happiness jolting
When I can prove it's not a farce.

The only liar I truly know
Is me myself standing in God's land,
I burn myself in snow
Cause I believe myself to be made of sand.

I am the mark of six,
The sooner forgotten, the better.

I believed in that all my life,
Now I can put it away,
I will escape the throne of lies
That I bestowed upon myself on every day.

Escaped,
Reborn,
I know.

I finally know.

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