Wounds of the Moon

sorry..

Excuse me for leaving so easily... but everyone who ever said they'll hold my hand,

no matter the hell, left anyway. So darling tell me is it all my fault?

I'm scared to let myself feel, depression, happiness, anxiety, love, anything. Because I can feel my wounds bleeding again like you add a shit load of salt

I also hate getting attached because that is always their queue to leave

How was I to tell you aint in the same boat?

Since they also promised me heaven on Earth but gifted me with hell

Forgive me, I'm bad but I am not turning the knob

I am sure without me life would be beautiful just like you are.

Maybe one day but not today

Sometimes I stare into the night and wish that day never comes

Somedays I watch the sun rise up from the eastern horizons and wish it is not today

And as the sun takes rest I am usually glad since its not it yet

I'm sure you already moved on, but the footprints that you left behind is what keeps you looking behind

We are imposible future tense and better off without one another.

I wish you the best

With the rest

But its my time to rest

For I am tired of the test.

© Tonny The Poet 🇰🇪

© prince🤴🏾