FORGIVEN

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Shawn was really going insane. It's been like 2 hours and Camila still hasn't replied back to him. He doesn't know what to do anymore.

He decides to go to her apartment and hopefully she will let him explain.

He goes and Camila wasn't home, it was just Dinah.

"Do you know when she will be back?"-Shawn
"I don't know, If I knew I would of told you. I don't even know where she's at. I know you two need to sort this out. Both of you are miserable."-Dinah
"So, you and Alessia are actually dating?"-Dinah
"Um, yeah"-Shawn
"Look, I know you told Camila that you weren't happy with, and she asked why you're still with her. You say it's complicated.. you know you can just break up with her."-Dinah
"I know, it's just a lot  is going on, i'm going insane."-Shawn
" Camila is the main reason, huh?"-Dinah
"Uh yeah"-Shawn
"Both of you are annoying, you guys just need to declare that you guys are in love with each other omg"-Dinah

Shawn just looks down

"I'll stop by later and see if she's back. Since she doesn't want to reply my messages"-Shawn
"I won't be here tonight, but good luck okay. I hope everything works out"-Dinah

Camila was with Ed Sheeran in the studio writing music. It's midnight and Camila just got to the apartment.

Shawn is in his living room walking back and forth because he can't sleep. He wants to see if Camila would be home already, since it's late. Debating, he runs out the door.

There was a knock on her door.

Camila was about to go to bed, she thought it was Dinah. Since she's always forgetting her key.

She opens the door it wasn't Dinah... It was Shawn. She froze, but then realized what he did and tried to close the door on him.

Shawn stops the door from closing.

"Camila, wait"-Shawn
"Shawn, please go home"-Camila
"I'm not going home until we talk"-Shawn
"There is nothing to talk about"-Camila
"Camila please, ill tell you everything. I'm literally going insane, I don't know what to do anymore."- Shawn's voice cracks

Camila noticed that his eyes were watery, and looked very upset.

"Come in"-Camila

Shawn walks in with his head down.

"Are you okay?"-Camila
"No"-Shawn

Camila takes a big breath and breathes out

"Me neither"-Camila
"What's wrong"- Shawn got worried
"Nothing important"-Camila
"Are you sure?"-Shawn
"Yeah, so what is wrong?"-Camila
"Everything in my life is bad right now"-Shawn
"What do you mean?"-Camila
"With Alessia, and you"-Shawn

They just look at each other.

"You know how you say that I don't tell
you anything anymore it's because i'm not allowed to due to my manager"-Shawn
"Oh, well you don't have to tell me then"-Camila
"I want to because it's ruining my life."-Shawn
"Oh? okay"-Camila
"So you know how I told you that i'm not happy dating Alessia?"-Shawn
"Yeah, you said it was complicated"-Camila
"Yes, because I'm not allowed to break up with her.."-Shawn
"Why?"-Camila
"So, we had a meeting and Alessia was there and so our managers decided we should "fake date" because it will help us with our careers more, I didn't have no choice but to agree"-Shawn
"Oh i'm so sorry Shawn, I feel bad now."-Camila
"No, nothing is your fault."-Shawn
"So is that why you guys were together all the time? Your first appearance with her at Niall's party was made by your manager?"-Camila
"At first, she just wanted to hang out 24/7, because she's like in love with me.
but i'm not and so when she heard this idea, she was so excited. She's the one the brought up making our first appearance at the party. She knows I still don't like this whole fake dating thing, because I told her straight up."-Shawn
"I wish I could help you, but it seems like I can't"-Camila
"Nobody knows it's fake, I have to agree that I am dating her when people ask. Every time I tried to explain to you, Alessia was in the way and interrupting. You know I would never lied to you, and I just couldn't tell you about Alessia. That night when we were talking well arguing, you said we shouldn't be friends. I thought I lost you. I-...." Shawn voice cracks again

Camila looks down trying not to cry, but when she looks at him tears roll down her face.

"Hey, no don't cry"-Shawn
"I just thought if I say that, I wouldn't get in the way between you two. Since she told me to stay away from you"-Camila
"But she did that before the meeting"-Shawn
"Yeah, like I said before she's wants you all for herself, i'm surprised she didn't say anything to me that night"-Camila

She wipes her tear away, and they just look at each other.

"So, did I actually lost my best friend?"-Shawn
"No, dummy"-Camila half smiles

Shawn smiles, and goes straight for a hug.

"I missed you so much"-Shawn whispers
"I missed you more"-Camila

"You know I came to look for you earlier, but Dinah was only here. I eventually talked to her thinking if she knew were you were so I could find you"-Shawn
"Oh, I was at the studio with Ed"-Camila smiles
"Oh that's exciting!"-Shawn
"Yes, I literally was there the whole day"-Camila
"I bet"-Shawn smiles

"So what are you going to do with the whole fake dating?"-Camila
"I don't know, I just needed to tell someone about this"-Shawn

"Well, I'll let you get some rest. I should get going, since I just barged in here"-Shawn
"Yeah, bad boy"- Camila laughs

Camila walks Shawn to the door

"I'll see you tomorrow?"-Shawn
"Maybe"-Camila smiles
"Goodnight Camila"-Shawn
"Goodnight Shawn"-Camila

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