𝗨𝗻𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗕𝘆 𝗔𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘅𝗶𝗮 ✓ [OLD]

8

i caressed my sides on my torso.

i ran across every rib that is developed on a skeleton body of mine.

when i woke up, i noticed i was on my bed.

one of the guys put me on my bed, that was... kind of one of them to do that.

my mom wasn't home, i was alone which made me happy.

i like being alone sometimes.

every time i look over at the fridge, i feel like throwing up.
it hurts my stomach, my gut every time.

i got out of my room and went to the living room.

i couldn't help to look over at the kitchen and stare at the refrigerator.

my feet suddenly went to that direction and walked up to the fridge.

i opened it and stared at the banana milk.

no, no, i can't do that.

back away from it, yoongi!

i just grabbed the carton and closed the refrigerator door.

i grabbed a cup and poured some banana milk into the glass.

stop yoongi!
you're going to make yourself sick!

i didn't listen to my head and just lifted the glass up to my lips.

i instantly regretted my movement.

and my gut decided not to accept it.