Hamilton x reader

Hanahaki Disease with Thommy

"Y/n, what the hell is wrong?"I only ignored the query, staring out of the window at the rain. Its so beautiful. "Y/n, answer me, your freakin' me out."I ignored him again, my attention still focused outside. "Hmm?"I hum. "Why are you spacin' out all of a sudden?"James asked. "Don't you worry..."I say. "Is it because of what Thomas said earlier about me?"he asked. "No shit Sherlock."I reply coldly. "You love him, he loves you, there's no room for me there's just you two. I can't wait till I die, right up out the blue, just don't save me, save the two of you."I say quietly. "Now Y/n,"James started. "Jamie—"I let out a cough. It felt like I was at a pool, and water filled my lungs. I couldn't breath properly. "Y/n, Y/n, take a deep breath."James said,patting my back. I moved away from him, running into the bathroom. I watched as a single petal fell down into my hand. "What the--"I started coughing again, seeing blood on some of the petals. I let out a sigh, unable to process what happened, I walk out of the bathroom, and I cover my mouth as I coughed again.

A bitter taste entered my mouth as I bit my tongue to suppress a gag. "Y/n, is something wrong?" James asked as I shook my head. "I'm fine," I manage to squeak before falling into a coughing fit. James looked at me, his eyes filled with concern. I waved dismissively, he still stayed, helping me to a chair as I shook my head. "I'm fine," I repeat more clearly, quickly wiping the spot that had rolled from the corner of my mouth. Except, it wasn't spit. It was...

Blood.

I stared at the smeared red line with anxiousness. "Are you bleeding?" James asked. "No shit."I say, coughing again. "Y/n, we need to take you home," Thomas said. "Why the hell are you worrying about me? Why can't James just take me home? Why are you coming along? Why can't you just stay out of my life, the one damn thing that you obviously don't want to be apart of," I reject his words as he did mine. "Y/n, I didn't know I hurt you this much..." Thomas said as I rolled my eyes. "Take a look at Lafayette." I watched as he looked at his former bestfriend, who was crying in Hercules's arms, because of how Thomas had spread a little lie over the internet, and exposed him with leaked photos. "You hurt me worse than that." I say, walking off in my own sass as James failed to catch up with me.

James was in a full rant as he caught up to me. "You should let Thomas,"

I will not leave alone, everything that I own

"He's not that bad, sure he...."

To make you feel like it's not too late, it's never too late.

"I mean, you shouldn't judge him like that, he's only human, he doesn't..."

Even if I say "It'll be alright."

"I get it, it's not the smartest thing to do but still. Sure he might listen...."

Still I hear you say, you want to end your life.

"Don't you think? He has trouble with other people's feelings. So we have to..."

Now and again we try...

"...needs to meet other..."

To just stay alive

" ...maybe other people's... "

Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause its

" Feelings? "

It's not too late, it's never too late.

"Maybe you could give him another chance?"

The world we new won't come back---

I took the ear buds out of my ear. I felt a bitter taste in my mouth, and started to cough. Blood appeared on every single petal that flew out of my mouth with ease. "James," I start. "Hanakai's disease. It can only be treated by the love that gets confessed by the love--"James' voice came to a slow halt as my vision darkened.

I heard beeping. Slow beeping. I sat up, stirring. "Y/n! Thank goodness you're okay!" a southern voice said. "Thomas, please, if your not willing too--"I felt soft lips smash against mine. "I love you, and I've loved you ever since I first met you, your perfect, beautiful, and fucking flawless.....and I can't live without knowing that you love me back." he said. I kissed back, and broke the kiss to speak. "I'm still pissed that you chose James, but still, yes, I love you back." I laughed.