Kidnapped

Chapter 15

I look into Five's eyes. Panic filling my body together with all the anger and hatred. I have no idea where all these feelings are coming from. I only know that I can't stop them. Not on my own. They are slowly taking me over and I can't do anything about it.

"Y/n!" I hear Five's voice.

I see everything. I hear everything. But I can't control my body anymore. My limbs listen to all the awful feelings inside of me.

My hand raises, I can see Five starting to float and there is absolutely nothing that I can do to stop it.

Five gets thrown backwards into the wall.

"What the hell!" Vanya yells. She immediately runs up to her brother who is now laying on the ground. He isn't unconscious. I'm glad for that.

"Are you okay Five?" She asks and he nods as he stands up again.

All my surrounding are starting to shake. The table starts to shake. The other cups fall onto the ground. The floor underneath our feet starts to shake.

"So she has powers." Vanya rolls her eyes, clearly annoyed. I can't blame her for it. All her siblings have powers and she us the only one without.

"Of course. ." She mumbles as she is trying to stand still. Both Five and her are holding each other so they don't fall onto the ground.

I can see Five look at my mom's painting and then back at me. "I know it.. I know it.." He says.

"This!" He points at.. me "happens when you are sad, angry or scared.".

At this point my cheeks are completely wet from all the tears. He is right. I got incredibly emotional after seeing my mom's favorite painting. It caused this.

Whatever this is..

Five walks up to me, smiling softly but I know that he is scared of me. I don't blame him. I am also scared of this version of me.

His hand goes up to my cheek and I lean into it, wanting to feel his warm hand against my wet skin.

"I'm here." He whispers "I am always here. I won't ever leave you. I promise."

The anger and hatred slowly starts to fade and I start to he able to move my hands again. I fall into Five's arms and I can't help but crying.

"What am I?" I sob into his shoulder, afraid for the answer. But for now, we both don't know.

"You're you." Five whispers into my ear "I will help you to control this and we will get through this together. I promise y/n."

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I wake up with my eyes puffy and a heavy breathing. After the events earlier today, I had cried myself to sleep in Five's bedroom. The very one that I had wanted to leave for so long.

Right now, I don't want to leave. Not again.

Five is reading book after book. He hasn't stopped reading for hours. He had told me to rest while he looks for a book that can help me. The amount of books that his father had written is endless. It is mostly about all the siblings their powers.

"Nothing in these books tells me something about something different than my family's." Five sighs while grabbing another book. A frown appears on his forehead when he opens the book.

"What?" I ask interested.

"This book is still empty." He tells me "My dad was probably planning to write this but things happened.".

He was talking about his father's death. I hadn't heard anything about it but it doesn't seem that Five minds his father absence.

Five throws the book behind him, next to the bed. Out of interest, I grab the book and open it.

"Good one." I say, causinge Five to look up at me.

"What?"

"This book isn't empty." I say and Five immediately stands up and sits next to me.

He looks at the pages in front of me but doesn't say anything. "I don't see anything. Are you joking?" He asks, not believing me.

The book in my hands contains hundreds of pages written by Reginald Hargreeves. How can Five not see this?

"You don't?" I ask him, frowning.

"No.." Five answers.

I open the book once agaim, deciding to start reading the first page and after reading the first sentence, I know this book is meant for me.

'If you can read this, then you're y/n  l/n. Your mother was one of the many children who were born on 1 October 1989. She had hidden her powers for everyone. Even for her husband and her daughter, you. She made a mistake in life. This will lead to her death. The commission will kill her. I don't know the exact date but my calculations are always right.

Since you were born, I didn't leave you out of my sight. I needed to know if you had powers. You did. As a baby you'd crack the nurses their necks. Nobody knows about this, only me. I hid your powers even for you. Your powers are dangerous and will end the world if you don't learn how to control them.'

'Y/n?' five asks with a very confused expression upon his face 'Why are you looking at the empty book like that?'.

I close the book.

The end of the world.

What a sick joke.

"Can I keep this book?" I ask Five.

"Of course, it's empty. Why?" He asks curiously.

I can't tell Five. Nobody can know that I am going to end the world. If Five finds out he will be scared of me. I can't lose him again. It would break me all over again. I have to lie.

"I always loved writing. Maybe it will calm me down?" I lie. Fortunately being kept away by Mike and having to lie to your best friend about your feelings for your kidnapper had taught me to lie.

Five doesn't notice.

I will teach myself with this book written by Five's dad. I have to. To protect whatever Five and I now have.