Ouma pov
Such an amazing day I felt for Shuichi...
He was my best friend I thought I could keep by myself forever...
But sadly his heart began to rot and my just grew more and more broken that they couldn't stay attached anymore.
It all started in 1st grade.
I was a loner and noone liked me since I was werid and annoying brat of a child, but it changed since the day I met him.
He was transferred and was so shy and adorable I couldn't help but to mess with him. I thought that me playing with him would just push me away from like all the others did.
But he didn't.
He stayed with me and continued to befriend me.
And that's when I felt it.
The two sparks in my heart on my hand and in my brain began to connect with his his.
Mine still fragile while his was healthy and sweet.
Later on in life when we was in Middle school he had to move so we couldn't attend the same school anymore. But he promised me that in highschool he would come back with us to the same school as me.
We kept in touch with a promise, we made sure we couldn't break and we can stay in eachothers minds until that time comes.
But sadly that time couldn't come the way I wanted.
As I noticed I could see Shuichi's heart begin to rot away, he didn't know what was happening but he just figured it be fixed again when they meet again.
Man, was that a lie.
When Highschool came, yes, we both did attend the same school but he was different.
He was hanging out with a different group of friends he also knew since 1st grade.
Oh how they hated them, Kaito, and Maki.
His great enemies, but with Kaede who wasn't too bad but he was 100% sure that she was a fake right there.
I tried to talk with Shuichi but he just gave me a sour look and turned away from me, just like they always do...
I just thought he might of forgot who he was whiched kinda hurt, but I guess he did kinda change over the years.
Shuichi couldn't dislike him...
Right?
So after class when lunch began he decided to take the opportunity and talk to Shuichi.
"Hey, Saihara-Chan! It was very mean of how you could just avoid me like that!" I did a playful huff, "what? Did you forget who I was" I hid behind my cheeky attitude to cover the fact that I was nervous and scared as shit.
I didn't even realize that his other friends were with him until he saw a glare come up at him. He just rolled his eyes and continued to look at Shuichi.
The look in his eyes scared me a little bit.
They weren't cruel they just looked a little upset and disgusted.
"Hey, Ouma-Kun I can't talk right now, but I'll tell you something after school, kay?" He said with a small smile.
.... That wasn't real
Why didn't show me his cute smile.
I just nodded and ran from the group but while in the process he swore he heard some laughter and some mean comments about him in that group.
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It was after school now.
I found Shuichi outside the school building which I assume he was waiting for me.
I rushed over to him and tried to hug him since people were out of view but he just pushed me away.
All I could do is look up at him in shock and disbelief.
How could he
That's all i could think of at the moment before he started to speak.
"Listen, Ouma- Kun, I can't be your friend anymore"
Shuichi said with little to no shake in his voice.
"W-wait..! What..?"
I didn't tend to show true emotions but I couldn't help but to be heartbroken and angry, I felt like crying at this moment.
He just sighed
"You're annoying, and I had to deal with that for such a long time I was happy I could move to a new middle school to get some peace, plus you're really mean to and you don't seem to have any care in others.... I don't even think you care for me"
I just listened without speaking.
I didn't know what to say.
Do I really annoy people that much...
"... So that's my answer to my question, I'm sure you can find other people to deal with your bullshit"
And with that he turned away and walked home I believe.
All I could do was be heartbroken.
He left me.
He lied to me.
He dosent care for me.
..... I was lied too again.
I looked down and notice tear drops that seemed to be coming from me.
I didn't even know I was crying.
I looked at the heart on my hand and it wasn't what I wanted to end up like.
Shuichi side of the heart was rotten and has grown dark and my heart was falling apart and also dark but still kept it's purple glow.
Both of the sides were becoming undone, and cracking, and on the verge of falling apart.
With one last tear drop
The heart
Shattered.
And so did I.
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I believe this is my first time writing something that's angst!
I'm sure it's not good and confusing but at least i tried something lol.
But now
Aruthor has to leavd
Baii
