Falling for the bad girl✔️

Goodbye mom

{UPDATED}

Alice's POV*

I took the rest of the week off, I was packing most of the time. I came to the conclusion that moving will give me a fresh start obviously I'm sad and will miss Blake and everyone else but it's for the best, I just need to get away from everyone and everything.

But on Monday I decided to get out of bed and confront Miss Walker. I got dressed into some denim jeans and a oversized graphic shirt.

I took the car to school and headed straight to Miss walkers office. I peeked through the window.

Okay she's in there and she can't escape me.

I knocked on the door "come in" she said.

"Oh Alice, what can I do for you" she smiled

I sat down in front of her "so there's this thing going around school, and instead of me asking someone else and starting more drama I wanted to ask you" I smiled

"Well of course" she sat up straight

"So I heard that you have kids, apparently there around our age. Is that true" I looked at her

"Uh yes it is, two kids, Boy and girl" she looked down

"So I'm assuming they go here" I chuckled "you know considering there our age?"

"Well Brayden just turned 19 now so he doesn't go to school and my daughter, she Uh um" she stuttered

"Is sitting right in front of you" my words came out empty, Water filled my eyes "why didn't you say anything, you knew who I was. Why didn't you want me" I whispered as tears ran down my face.

"Of course I wanted you, it was just hard, your dad thought me and Miles was dead, I thought you were dead" her eyes watered

"What So you knew dad was still alive, why wouldn't you go looking for him! Huh. How long have you known that I wasn't dead?" I wiped my tears

"7 years" she whispered

"7 years? AND I WAS THE ONE THAT CONFRONTED YOU ABOUT IT, YOU DIDNT COME UP TO ME AND SAY SHIT YOU NEVER WANTED ME BACK!" I broke down

"Alice I'm so sorry" she looked up to me

"No, no your not I thought that we could work this out but obviously not, you know how it is growing up without a mom? Your dad dies on you And then to be abused by my uncle YOUR brother. No you don't and I wouldn't wish that upon anyone because it fucking sucks, it hurts. I've been abused, sexually assaulted, in juvie and I had to do it and deal with it all by myself. So go off and play happy family with your son cause I'm done. Goodbye Mom" I slammed the door on the way out and headed to Blake.

I got to his classroom and walked right in and over to his desk, grabbed him by his arm and dragged him out of class.

"I'm moving" I whispered

"What no! Baby you can't what happened" he hugged me

"I spoke to Miss Walker, it didn't go as planned I just can't deal with it here I fuck up everything I'm sorry" I cried into his chest

He sighed and held me. I needed it "I already packed the boxes" I shrugged

"Gorgeous look at me, you are the most important thing to me you can't just pack up and leave" he grabbed my face

"Well that's what I'm doing, I was waiting for my happily ever after but I've come to the realisation that this story doesn't get one" I walked off after giving him one last kiss.

That night, at midnight I loaded the car and started driving to my next destination, I haven't figured out were that is but I'm sure I'll find my place some day.

Before I left the shitty town i left everyone a note.

Blake's POV*

The next morning my mom came up stairs with a note addressed to me, it was from Alice.

Blake,
I honestly don't know how to right this with out crying so if it's a bit damp we all know why. We first met in Juvie, probably not the best place to start but I'm sure it would have been way different if we didn't meet there. You and your group of boys walked up to me on the first day I got there I thought you were going to kill me until I realised you wanted to protect me. I'm sorry I pushed you away when I became friends with Alex and Cassie. Look I'm not going to go through our whole experience with each other because I don't have enough paper, but I'm glad your we're in my life, you were there for me when I was balling my eyes out or going full on rage or when I just needed someone to talk too. I love you Blake and I know you know that but I need you too really understand that you are and always will be my best friend. And please don't blame yourself for anything I'm doing this is what I need to do. I hope we can catch up soon

Love you always Alice

A tear ran down my face as I read this, she's really gone.

Cameron's POV*

I checked the mail this morning and saw I had a note from Alice. Who the fuck send notes these days.

Cameron, my dear Cameron
You put me through a lot, not gonna lie I actually thought we were gonna end up together. I mean hell you took my virginity for fuck sakes but then you had to go fake liking me. Dick move by the way. But In all honesty I'm gonna miss you, now your probably wondering why I'm writing this by hand and not through text. Well I don't even know the answer to that but, I'm moving away, it's been to much for me here and I can't seem to be my normal happy self. So this is a goodbye letter. Not forever but for a long time
so I love you Cameron. Bye.

Ms Walkers POV*

As I was opening my mail this morning I saw one from Alice. I took a breath and opened it.

Mary/Ms Walker/ Mom.
I don't have much to say to you I pretty much said it all in the office. But I'm moving away. I thought that if we worked things out everything would be better but we didn't work anything out. I love you, I do but not as much as I should. I thought you were dead my whole life and to find out I have a brother wow. Anyway I looked him up and he seems like an amazing kid and I truely hope to meet him one day. I want us to work things out but I have to figure myself out first, so farewell mom I hope to work shit out with you one day
Love your daughter Alice.

Aidan's POV*

Alice had sent a note to the warehouse and I found it on the floor.

Aidan and Dixie.
Thanks for everything, you treated me like family which I really needed considering I don't have much of one. Dixie I'm sorry for leaving you behind that night I hope you can forgive me. I really appreciated you I'd never had a girl friend before so it was nice.
Aidan I really hope you got Dixie out and show her this note, Aidan you were like an older brother to me which is ironic considering I just found out I have an older brother, I hope we can catch up some day but for now I'm moving away from this town, there's too many memories I can't cope.

I love you both so much Alice x

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I'm gonna apologise right now if the ending was shit (because it was) or it wasn't the way you thought it would go. But that's what I want my books to be. Not predictable. Okay this one was but shhhh.
Anyway I just want to thank everyone that read this book and voted on this book it means so much to me.
I'm currently working on a new book. It's going to be more planned out and more regularly updates.
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                            Xx Maddie